hey all!! ᔦꙬᔨ grrr i've been meaning to make a journal just to blabber about stuff but i never had the time to get on my lappy n shit, and when i did get on the one time, i decided to open minecraft... sigh. anyways, i'm here now!! so, to start off...

art! 🎨

i've been posting a backlog of old art that i've already shared elsewhere onto here :3 and i still got more! just waiting for the perfect day to post some (like pride art for june). aside from that, i just finished a commission for a friend! i wish i could share here or anywhere for that matter but i don't know about sharing nsfw content on my main... even if there's a good tagging system here, i just get nervous xD (especially with my art style..) im proud of the outcome though!! glad a pose reference was given too haha im not good at drawing a pose from the top of my head :p anywaaays, so far, i've introduced my current blorbo that is the coroika tarot au version of b-sailor (i call him chariot), sooo that's good :> i love him so dearly i hope more people pick up the tarot au... i want to see more of it... waaah.... speaking of!

tarot au updates!! 🦑♠

i think a day or so after i posted my retelling of the world lore for the au, my friends posted an update on the au's insta account! the new post went into detail about the characters known as "the heroes" in the story, how they've come to meet one another and what they're like! it's an interesting cast of characters, mefinks, like blindly throwing a dart at a wall with all 200 coroika characters names on it xD but that's what i really love about the au tbh... aside from character design, i love how it's just these wacky sum of characters put into situations together, its refreshing to see since in other aus, all you'd ever see are the most popular characters ^^" nothing wrong with that of course but it leaves niche character fans like me wanting something with our blorbos... OH FUN FACT!! chariot's favorite animal is the sea bunny 🥺🥺🥺🥺 isn't he so cute??? OMG it just makes me want to draw him with little sea bunny ears WAAAH FUUUCK I WANT TO DRAW HIM NOW DJVNSDKVND OH ONE LAST THING: i'll make a separate journal entry of me retelling the heroes lore!! mayeb tomorrow? i just need some sleep first >w<

general stuff! 🛌

i've been getting better about my sleep schedule lately! i sleep at around 10pm-12am and while i end up waking up like, twice throughout the night, i still wake up around 6am feeling like i did sleep well!!! so, i'm happy about that :3 im already tired right now, been tired since 2 hours ago!!! i'm ready to get in bed and cozy up... zzz... oh and if i don't make sense in any of these paragraphs, blame it on my sleepiness cuz i'm like, oohhhuughh ohgghhh right now.... just.. thinkikng of sleeping.... zzz.... oh!! and since i've been waking up early, i have been working my lil morning job, so i'm happy i got paid n shit waah i needed that muns, i've been spending too much last month 8| still need to pay for shit too!! got stuff to send and whatnot...
other than that, i started writing a fic!! separate from my doujinshi, it's... private. ewe ... at least for now, but i wrote it as a spur of the moment thing on twitter of all places LOL. there's a character limit when you write tweets, so if anything, i feel like it helps in jotting down the most important part of a mini paragraph and also helps in writing the story quickly, as a rough draft i guess?

to finalize, things are kinda looking up :3 hope i can retain this sleep schedule for some time..... oh god i';m too sleepy to even write a last parahrapg so i hope you guys have also had a good start to your May!! if not, hope it gets better, i know it will soon!

STAY FRESH!! くコ:彡 <コ:ミ…