I apologise for the radio silence in this account. I've mostly been busy maintaining my website. In any case, I am participating Artfight this year! https://artfight.net/~TheNothingMonster
https://artfight.net/~dexbasson ATTACK ME AND I'LL ATTACK YOU EVEN HARDER
I work on my attacks! You can find me at https://artfight.net/~Pechka I will try to post a few over the next week! I work on my first to for my gf and for this new mutual https://artfight.net/~TSCHLV :DIf you see this це було дуже приємно коли ти на мене підписалась 😭 ти типу найкрутіший мій мьюч рн!!! XD About the WII, I finally ended softmodding it, when I was doing it first some things weren't working, I needed to install some shit, also the seller is a massive asshole, yeah he sold it to me for like 30 bucks with three wiimotes and wii sports resort and all the proper cables but he just forgot to put the nunchuk (which was shown in the listing) and lied about console not being softmodded, it was, it was kinda old and it was a headache to deal with it! But yeah a deal is a deal, I am still happy for how insanely cheap I got it.SSBB is very fun, I played it yesterday with a friend, I loved it so much even if wiimote only controls kinda suckMario kart is also a lot of fun.I ordered gamecube controller and nunchuk so shortly Ill be playing Zelda twilight princess and all the fun gamecube stuff. Yeah, life is cool when you're carefree unemployed no school for two months XD
havent been here in literal years, but i just got reminded that Sheezy does indeed exist! time to upload a bit of a backlog of art that i've built up and the new pieces im doing for artfightif anyone wants to give me your art fight profile and i might shoot an attack your way aswell!mine is right here
I'm planning to do a mass attack that will be called "hot ppl drawing session" ;DIf you'd like to be featured, please drop your OC's ArtFight page below!! The main recipient will be randomly decided from someone on an opposing team :D I'll close this on July 15, and will also extend this to users beyond Bluesky and Sheezy. If you know anyone who would be interested, please share this with them and link their character pages as well! 💖There won't be any restrictions on character types or who it is here, aside from what is already not allowed by ArtFight themselves.
So recently i got a new idea for an OC (it's an alien girl with a 50's retrofuturism/raygun gothic style named "molly moondust") and i ALSO had an idea to redesign the version of ralsei from the future AU my OC sprite lives in considering some subtext in deltarune chapter 5 suggests something different than what i initially designed. But what i have in my head now makes ralsei look a little too similar to toriel so NOW i need to ALSO get a grasp of how i draw HER in my style so they don't look like clones of each other. That said, i don't really feel like drawing fully colored digital art of all three of those ideas since that feels too """final""" (for lack of a better word) so i decided that i'm gonna make a few concept sketches in my sketchbook first....but get this: I can't find my sketchbook :)))) In case you didn't know: my mom and i have been staying in ohio since november of last year, and we JUST came home in june. A lot of my stuff has been stored away and put in different places so i'm guessing my sketchbook has been too, i have extras and we KNOW those are buried in places that we can't get to rn but we're gonna be running errands tomarrow i think so we could probably just drop by hobby lobby and grab another one 🙃🙃 I KNOW it's not there, but i can't shake the feeling my sketchbook is still in ohio which would be bad considering my older cousin, who is staying at the same house we were at, is a pretty bigoted dude (like seriously, while we were there, he used a conversation about OUR STATE BIRDS as a chance to make a really forced transphobic joke) and i'm sure he'd get on our case because i draw furries and leftie stuff.....but i mean....at the same time, i feel if he DID find it, he would've said something already so idk what i'm worrying so much about ¯_(ツ)_/¯
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I had this journal sitting for a few days, until my PC froze and I lost the draft. So this is a few weeks late because I can't magically recount everything I wrote. It really pissed me off and made me put this off more. I'm not proofreading this, I need to go to bed soon. TL;DR: (no hyperlinks, I'm x-posting this to 3 sites) TFS was the first con I got a hotel room and attended all three days. It was moved to June for pride month, but was super quiet in general because the World Cup is happening in the same city. I don't know if that was a good choice, it felt more lively last year despite 5% more attendees. Harmonycon had ~1600 people and there were things happening constantly. But it was a low stakes vacation to trial things. I brought my own drinks but forgot to bring food. Wowww I really really regret this!! I also brought a lot of toys and books with me to give away. This comes up later. I've been dealing with physical fatigue that makes me not want to sit at my desk constantly. I thought it was work-related and I'd be fine on vacation, but I took breaks to rest in my room several times. Turns out I have a vitamin B deficiency and have been fine after. I wish I knew that a weekend earlier, because I took multiple breaks to rest in my hotel room almost every day. I missed a room party on Saturday evening because I was laying down and ate dinner when it happened... Getting a hotel room was quick and painless. I arrived to the hotel 15 minutes earlier than the check-in time I selected on the website, and a room was already available! I decided to drop off my stuff before I pick up my badge during the linecon. Linecon wasn't so bad, I had some interesting conversations including asking some girl and her mom if they were enjoying the linecon. "Is it always like this?" Yes... But I dropped my badge after getting it, so I had to run back.... My mood instability still hit me hard on Friday night. I got physically tired, I wasted $90 on a bougie dinner that didn't fill me up. Literally an okay sushi roll, an absolute ripoff sashimi and then the worst sushi I've ever had. Ugh!!! Then when leaving the restaurant there was a middle aged black couple asking me if I was with "the festivities" downstairs lol. There were a lot of normies at the hotel for FIFA. Had to rest due to fatigue and it was really uncomfortable. I went to Glopossum's business panel, but had to leave early because I was extremely tired. Going to bed was not a good experience because I wasn't feeling well. So Friday appeared to be a bust. Saturday was a bit better. 2 Advils and a hot shower helped when I woke up in pain. I regret not bringing food, but the buffet next to the bar upstairs is pretty good. $25 for whatever you want and you can take a to-go box. Went to a public transit panel after that, tbh I... don't really remember much else besides the other major things. I did meet Seventh Element by coincidence during a panel, and we hung out in the dealer's den for a while. First thing I asked was "do you want a capybara plushie?" - because I brought a lot of toys with me and EVERYTHING has to go before I leave. Gave advice on going to the gay district in Dallas, which is carry cash and bring earplugs. Also talked about Harmonycon, and... that I was watching the last Bronycon video a month ago and saw someone sell AI ponies, which aged weird. (To clarify, it was a "look at this technological thing" vendor, not stealing art. Again: 2019.) But apparently the vendor at that booth is really nice and she moved on to work on a digital watch? I forgot the model name, it's not the Apple watch. That was really fun, I always meet at least once mutual in-person at cons and we'll see each other at Harmonycon next year. And I did drop off the capy and got a capybara pin in return >:) Between then and the trading panel I rested in my room for awhile and got a room service burger because I was too low energy for the cafe. I really regret not bringing food because that shit was $30, including the service fee. I saw my credit card statement after the con and winced. But at least it was really big? I was feeling sad because I had to leave the trading panel. Tbh I'm like... not into many fandoms at all so these things are awkward because I'm not interested in what other people offer lol. But I did trade LPS for a Kacheek and got some pins. I gave away my black Yoshi plushie to someone and just noted everything will be dumped in the family room on Sunday. I did dump it. The mom in the room asked me how I had so much stuff. Well it's all in my suitcase. Ok anyway I didn't know how Chromecast worked until this weekend, so I stupidly tried to watch TV for awhile??? And holy shit this almost blackpilled me more than when Fox News played in the breakroom at work. Fox News commercials were mostly smoking and gambling. Normie channels like CBS is just medication and glp-1s commercials, and some news story about a baby getting abandoned at the beach. What the hell Was just depressed in general, but what you do matters more than how you feel. Didn't have fun until halfway through the drag show, which is going to be wild when its on Youtube in a few months. I'm um... in the second row and will show up in it lol. Nightmare blew me a kiss behind the scenes when I was giving money XPThen the fucking concert, um... I don't even know how to dance but I sweat so much from trying. I legit went back to my hotel room to offload stuff in my bag, get a shot of vodka, and come back to the second. (I was literally liveblogging this to someone in DMs too lol) I took a break to play a Famicom in the game room but I sweat so much I just went to bed and turned the cooler on in my hotel. Then I got randomly hungry at 4am and ate the second half of my burger, then fell back asleep. Sunday was kind of sad. I checked out of my hotel early, had my luggage held, went to breakfast and took a to-go box full of fruit and treat for my mom. Dropped off the rest of my toys and books in the family room. The interesting thing on Sunday is I predictably got tired... and needed to sit... so I sat at a live sketch panel for a few hours? It was really fun even though I could only draw on my tablet. I should probably upload those sketches.......... So Sunday wasn't really so bad, it's just when people pack up and hang out. I attended the closing ceremony and... kinda went home afterward. It felt weird. It was good to try a small and quiet convention as my first time rooming. But now I'm craving something busier, but I don't want to deal with higher rates than the Hyatt had....... I kind of liked having my privacy when rooming alone. Misc. anecdotes I either took photos of or tweeted: Cartman was there again. Last time he said he was on multiple days to "get his money's worth". Now he said his mother is forcing him to go to cons. A moment of silence for this child. I threw a quarter in the waterfall and a guy who was standing in front of it just looked at me and handed me a cream liqueur shot. It was sealed so I knew it was safe, but extremely random. I love being given free alcohol!!! It's still in the fridge. One conversation I witnessed on Sunday was an attendee had their very old family member talking to a fursuiter... and the suiter was explaining what a "bimbo fox" was.... One of the drag kings recognized me from TFF and told me they'll be at Sue Ellen's on the 17th. Now I'm trying to fight work to let me be off on that day to go :> Found the same capybara suiter from last year with a new and improved head, but I didn't get her name or socials :( I never know when it's appropriate to ask... Also found an abandoned Pokemon at the tables on Saturday night? I just left it there since I'm a hoarder and don't need more toys... lol.... I'm not attending any multi-day cons again this year, I might get a day pass for Fan Expo, but work is being stupid about requesting time off. My credit card needs to recover from all that. I also have no idea what my plans are next year. Health bullshit aside, TFF really pissed me off so I might just get a day pass. I MIGHT travel out of state next summer so a day pass for TFS is a big maybe. I don't know about anything else in Dallas, Sonic Expo disappointed me last year so I don't even know if I'm going again this year. I will say I'm returning to the Hyatt for Harmonycon 2027... AND I'M BRINGING FOOD.
So, this is kind of a "goodbye for now" entry ig.. Not sure how to put it, but I'm probably not gonna be using Sheezy that much anymore. Now dont get me wrong.. I personally loved using Sheezy; like a great alt to DeviantArt, especially since DeviantArt has been going downhill lately, with all the excessive AI-generated art and fill-in meme/unfiltered fetish stuff... Sheezy has always felt like a more genuine platform where I can share my work without all that hassle, which is why I’ve kept coming back for a while, but lately, I've kind of been losing interest with it..? Idk... it feels like my interest for it and my page alone is dying, and maybe the Sheezy site itself is too. The activity’s not what it used to be, and honestly, I think I’m just moving on. If any of you still want to interact to me or see what I'm posting as of recent, you'll find me much more active on my Toyhouse , YouTube , and Discord server . Tysmm for ur support here guys; its been rlly fun but i also do hope to see you around on those other platforms!! Ayla
i barely use this journal feature i hope this is like. Normal ffgklccc a close friend of mine has informed me that artfight apparently tends to ignore reports of proshippers and pedos and stuff sooo.. after the couple artfight attacks and revenges i'm working on right now i will not really be making more attacks. i will still look on the website occasionally just to make sure i don't miss anybody else's attacks because i love all the art people make of my characters they're always awesome and wonderful.. but after that i will not be participating in artfight again unless they one day miraculously get their stuff Together. said this on twitter too but do know that i'll probably take art requests + i'll definitely be opening up commissions someday so if you're worried you'll never be able to have your Little Guys drawn by me don't worry about dat... but yeah until they like Say something >AND< Do something about all this i won't rlly be doing artfight again
So the good old U.S. of A. has made it to the quarter-millennium mark (if we reckon its age as starting from the signing of the Declaration of Independence). Time to celebrate, right? Look, I know America has some pretty severe problems. There’s basically no way to say that without understating it. We’re in a full-blown crisis, things were already bad before that, and the country in its present form only exists because of a list of atrocities going back centuries. But at the same time, it’s my country. It’s my home. I love it, despite its problems. More than that, I dare say I’m proud of it—not in its entirety, not as if those problems don’t exist or don’t matter. But there are things about the USA that are worth celebrating. First and foremost, there’s the one part of the Declaration of Independence that just about every American remembers:

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

Yes, it is entirely fair to point out the hypocrisy of this statement. Most of the men who signed their names to the Declaration also kept people they deemed unequal as slaves. Founding Father John Adams (not to be confused with fellow founder and posthumous beer company mascot Sam Adams) was among those pointing out this hypocrisy. However, he also signed the Alien and Sedition acts. One of these Acts was a law banning criticism of Adams’ government. Another, still in force today, was the basis for detaining Japanese-American citizens in concentration camps during World War II. His opposition to slavery was also a mixed bag: While his declaration of rights in the Massachusetts constitution functionally abolished slavery in the state, he opposed abolition at the national level to appease the southern states. George Washington is a similarly contradictory figure. One one hand, he was one of those who kept his fellow human beings as property. On the other, it looks like he was a true believer in democracy, stepping down after two terms as president because he didn’t fight a war against King George just to become King George. So it is with the USA in general. We talk a lot about freedom. We mean it. We also have a lot of serious human rights abuses to our name. But that doesn’t mean we don’t still mean it when we talk about freedom. In other words, being a hypocrite doesn’t mean you’re wrong. It doesn’t even mean you don’t actually believe in the values you don’t bother living up to. Another thing I’m proud of, even as it could obviously use some work, is our system of checks and balances. There has been a concerted effort, going on for much longer than I’ve been alive, to undermine that system. That effort has found a great deal of success. The White House is currently occupied by an admitted “dictator.” (“Only on day one,” he said, hoping nobody would realize that if you have a dictator on day one, you don’t get a say in what happens from day two onward.) And yet, despite a broad refusal by the government to enforce the limits on executive power (including Democrats who spent four years with their thumbs up their butts instead of taking decisive action against the architects of January 6th), there are still those in the courts—even justices appointed by Trump himself—who are sometimes willing and able to tell him no. That may not seem like much, but it’s impressive that it happens at all considering the circumstances, and it’s genuinely a big deal that the steamroller can be slowed down and sometimes redirected even if it isn’t stopped. The Federal Government has never been a huge fan of the freedom of speech, despite its being enshrined in the First Amendment, and we’ve certainly seen tyrannical (and unconstitutional) crackdowns on protest in recent years as well as historically. Yet this is still a country where you can go on your personal blog or on national television and criticize that government and everyone in it, and (since the above-mentioned “sedition” law expired in 1800) you can’t legally be arrested for it, and it’s extremely unlikely that you’ll illegally be arrested for it. Unless you’re at a protest. I’m also proud of our culture. Sure, the culture has problems, too. Much of it is shaped by the legacy of racism and other bigotries, often in ways that you’d never notice unless you know the history or are one of the groups it targets. There’s a lot of jingoism and even outright warmongering mixed up in our patriotism, and we have this weird obsession with the flag. (The Pledge of Allegiance was literally made up by a flag company to sell more flags.) We have an unhealthy degree of consumerism, materialism (in the Madonna sense, not the Dawkins sense), and celebrity worship (which could be either, TBH). But as World Cup athletes have recently discovered, there’s also a lot of good here. One of the few things we like more than having a good time is showing our friends and our guests a good time. That’s certainly not unique to Americans, nor is the “nobody goes home hungry” principle underlying our (often mocked) relationship to food. But that hospitality is just as integral to our culture as it is to others, and it comes from a place of genuine love of neighbor and a healthy pride in what we have to offer. Now, look, I’m not trying to say that being the home of ranch dressing makes up for the Trails of Tears or Hiroshima and Nagasaki. What I am saying is that there are things about America that are worth being proud of, and we shouldn’t allow patriotism to become the exclusive domain of those who don’t care about—or worse, support—all the parts we’re rightly ashamed of. I love my country, and it’s (partly) because I love my country that I want it to be better.
Shoutout to anarao! They're the first person to join my new project, Catastrophic Coffee Shop! (ps if your reading this i love your profile picture and artwork, peak shi)