It's strange to still be able to love and see beauty in all of the little things despite enduring so much hatred. When everyone wants you to be the same, be white, work in an office, have kids. If you aren't, you're bad. Because being different and being bad is the same thing. Little do they know beauty and diversity are the same thing. What's really evil is stagnation. But most are too obstinate to understand that. Almost all the time now I wonder, why was I born human and not honestly anything else? We are too smart and that's why we're all stupid...
"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself." "All I am is literature, and I am not able or willing to be anything else." "If I could drown in sleep as I drown in fear, I would no longer be alive." "Should I be grateful or should I curse the fact that despite all misfortune I still feel love, an unearthly love but still for earthly objects."
It’s crazy how I not only said I’ll be making less dinosaur/paleo stuff and even said not long ago I thought I was getting burned out on it only to make 2 clay sculptures of the very thing I said I was burned out on, it’s March now at this point I’m gonna be only posting over here 4 a whole year again like this should’ve been my main account 😭 I also found some unused construction paper and now I have another idea which will once again involve a dinosaur…I feel bad I keep bringing up my other OCs and stuff and then never actually posting anything about them cuz I do think about them I just haven’t made anything yet (plus I’m like nervous af to show anything about them nowadays sorry) I just love making art of these cool ass prehistoric creatures so much, but also let me out…I GOTA GET OUTE!!!! Cuz as much as I love making art of dinosaurs and stuff, it can be frustrating when I literally can’t do anything elseI’ve learn though to just let this run its course and eventually I’ll be focusing on something else even if it’s 4 a short while lol Also since I’ve rambled my ass off in this journal I should give a little update on my clay guys, everything appears to be holding up well rn on both of them and I see no cracking :]
posted all 5 of my artworks for the day but i plan on uploading some of my writing (imported from Ellipsus) over here tmrw :3you can also read (some) stuff over on my tumblr + more linked things on my kofi!
Making this post for all my socials I guess LMAO!But from now on, I wanna mess around with a watermark for my artworks. Now, I made this announcement to say that if u start seeing "Achillean-knight" on all my works, it's because that's the most unique username I have that'll be easier to redirect to me if my art is used without permission/stolen!It's my Tumblr username, and while I LOVE Marluxia as a user, that's the name of a character whom so many other people have used before, so to avoid just confusion in general, Achillean-Knight (or even maybe five_knights ... my youtube handle lol) will be my watermark from now on!
you dont realise how much time you spend ill lying in bed until you log on to post some art and see your last published thing was like 6 months ago. oooooooopssssssss. we'll i've certainly done worse. i rly should start posting unfinished stuff more i just get all angsty about things not being 'perfect'. its a curse.
Just a test. I'll probably delete this entry later on. I'm enjoying this site, but it doesn't load very well for me, so interacting with others has been a little tricky. I'll try to be more active anyway. :)
Update today on my clay project or projects I should say cause I made another one lolSo the tail started cracking on the spino and the arms had fell off so I had to do some repairs, I then started making a dimetrodon since it's one of my fave prehistoric animals :3 While the dimetrodon is done, I'm worried that the sail might start cracking once it starts drying since it's kinda leaning a bit to the side (which is why it's propped up rn) so I'll be watching thatIf all goes well I will be painting both of them soon!
What's your favourite art medium(s) and why? Because I draw traditionally, I always loved watercolors and mixing them with other things like colored pencils or ballpoint pens, but recently I've also been playing with gouache, and I'm enjoying it a lot, even if I have no idea what I'm doing lol but it's fun finding ways I can use it to add texture to my pages