My bad for being so MIA this past week.. Just wanted to drop a quick update on why things have been so wild on my end. It's been a legit dumpster fire, and it's seriously messed with everything.

My mom had to quit her job (I initially thought she was just off for a couple weeks) in order to take care of my grandpa (her father). He's still not doing great after a terrible fall a while back and is struggling to walk and use the bathroom. He also might be dealing with progressive kidney failure. All of this has been happening for a couple of months now, and it’s been a heavy weight on everyone’s shoulders. Me and the family doing everything we can to support him and help him with his health.

Also, as some of you may already know, my boyfriend and I have been dealing with some extreme, targeted harassment from one person (I wont mention their name for reasonss). It's been going on for like 3-4 years now, and it's gotten way out of hand. They've been stalking us, trying to dig up dirt from our past, spreading rumors and false accusations of us being pedos and other shit, doxxing us, and even sending death threats (one was sent in my email threatening me with a gun after I asked them to apologize). Apparently, they just can't seem to take "no" or "leave us alone" for an answer.

However, following some of my peeps' advice from when I made that video giving out more context bout it, I've officially reported this person to the FBI for me and my boyfriend's safeties. It wasn't something that we could just ignore any further. The stuff they're doing is actual criminal behavior and inhumane, and I had to do this for the sake of our safety. Fingers crossed they don't shit with either of us ever again.

So yeah, between a family emergency and a dangerous stalker, my brain just kinda went "nope fuck you." I couldn't focus, couldn't get schoolwork done. Ended up with some temporary zeros on assignments cuz my brain just… kinda shut down.

However, I was able to get into the grind this week, fixing all those assignments and even getting ahead. I'm almost done with all my classes and should wrap up this semester by mid-to-late November. My grades are surprisingly still decent (a few Bs and a couple As!), so all the hustle was worth it.

All this shit and stress basically led me into having a massive art and video block. You've def noticed the radio silence by now.. I'm okay with not posting anything for a bit (quality over quantity, right? 😇), but this block lasted way longer than expected; over a week! I just had zero creative energy or motivation to do shit.

So yeah, that's the whole messy saga. It's been a shitton, lol 😅😂

Really hoping that with the FBI situation handled and schoolwork almost sorted, I'll be able to revive my "creative streak" and create more stuff for you and my family; creating art and animations is my LIFEE i tell u!!!

Thanks for sticking with me! :3

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