Hey guys, (if anyone happens to actually read this) im back, and, wow, this month has been weird so far. summer in general has been, alright. i planned to binge watch a ton of shit that whole time, but very quickly, that plan fell thorugh the roof.

that summer i spent most days, in the house, either on the laptop, drawing (rarely) or animating. on rare occasions, we'd go out, only for errands or to make an effort to, do something. but other than that i stayed inside like a hermit crab. id give anything to go outside more, but i just dont really have the time i guess.

After that long monotomous summer, Year 10 started and so far (no jinx) its been going ok! ive been really focusing on locking in, believe it or not, this time around, and it might just be happening! but i gotta also focus and protect myself from burnout. ive been also looking at tutoring to ensure i secure the top grades i want, but as of right now, its expensive, so sadly not.

quick side note before i continue, i now realise that its been over a year since my desktop computer gave up with the wifi connection. i still dont know how to fix it, lord knows i have tried, but unfortunately, to no desired sucess. so im considering buying a harddrive to store all my data, then selling my pc, for a new on, preferably apple i mac, but windows desktops are good too. I have been saving up this past year, and looking for mini jobs i can get to make some money, but not much luck there. maybe ill try again some othertime.

well, continiung from my general update, yesterday on Friday 13th (spooky? idk ¯_(ツ)_/¯) it was the end to another school week, generally average day per usual, i was aware that it was friday 13th but im not one to believe in superstition, besides the point, after school, me and my sister got macdonalds because, its friday who wouldnt? just a normal friday unlike any other day, surely there wouldnt be a unexpected surprise waiting in the house..... right?

we came home to hear my mum in the kitchen on the phone to my local gp doctor, on a call about something to do with autism and some sort of charity. i assumed it was for someone else, but my sister heard otherwise. when she ended the call. i asked my mum what it was about. it turns out, i was diagnosed with autism.

i was initially surprised, but not really that much now. i always had trouble regulating my emotions as a kid, along with other things i may have did which were clearly symptoms and signs, i just thought i was just a really emotional guy. but, who would believe that lol. i may feel the same as yesterday or my whole, but now, atleast knowing i am, can help me in the ways that i need it.

TL;DR : Summer was.. meh, school started again my computer still sucks, and i was diagnosed with autism