'you said you loved doing this'
"Maybe it doesn't bring me the same joy anymore."

Inspo

i felt bad having to copy and paste descriptions as i reupload my old art as i dont like to just copy and paste, it feels so heartless. Tho i realised reuploading them is giving me a chance to publicly reflect on my older pieces

this is the one i think got the worst reception, even from me. im not sure why it ended up being the most forgettable to me. I feel so bad because this is the one that impacted my art and my process the most.

this is when the style i found finally fit me as the culmination of my digital work, fully cemented itself into my digital art and stopped needing to be experimented with.

this is when i learned to incentify myself to do the best i could with it. This is when i realised i had fun creating patterns (like in here by patterns i mean the way i render things like the tiles, the galaxy scales, the reflection in the knife etc.) and that if i covered the canvas with different patterns to create i would finish the work easier as every inch presented a challenge for me to solve. It's when i realised revolving works around the subject i had to include to get patterns in, was what influenced the piece and storytelling in it and how much i liked it. ill always be grateful to this piece even tho i realised it much later than i should've

this was about my character experiencing anhedonia