you ever make a character, and love them so much but despise them so much at the same time

anyway one of the antagonists of celesteverse uhhh copypaste go

He once worked for Elysia as an angel knight (aka what Celeste does), but he defected to work for big bad Ambrose instead after she killed his partner, now he runs a company in the big city harvesting souls for Ambrose. He hates Laz because he's basically doing all this work for him (Laz ofc being the unwitting vessel of what's going to be the rapture that Ambrose plans on unleashing) and also thinks he knows better than Ambrose and would rather work for himself (he secretly wants to overthrow Ambrose lol). Anyway he has a giant fuck-off axe and he fights Celeste in one of the arcs it's a good time he sucks and I want to throw him down a flight of stairs