book of bill got me fixated on gravity falls again and i finally read journal 3 and. ohhhh my god. i had no idea ford was so absorbed in his own motivations and ideas that he pushed everyone else away THAT hard. he's so dismissive of everything that doesn't feed his ego... so i had to doodle something based on one of my favorite passages relating to that
fiddleford is Extraordinarily forgiving of him but i used my chance to draw him a little agitated because he absolutely would be by this point. man went through insane shit and trauma and was on the verge of passing out. i'd get fed up too. But it's ok i love ford even if he was such a little asshole until he started to realize he doesn't have to lone wolf it through life