- he/him
- she/her
- bun/buns
Hiya! I'm Azure, the pink-loving queer romantic!
"The Fandom Snowflake Challenge is a multi-fandom, multi-platform challenge that runs out of Dreamwidth. It's an annual event that provides daily prompts for the first fifteen days of January. It encourages community, sharing and creating of fanworks, pride in fannishness, and in the fans themselves." - Fanlore
(All crossposted from my Dreamwidth journal.)
Challenge #6
Share your favourite piece of original canon.
I wasn't sure what fandom to answer this with at first, but eventually ended on sharing my favorite scene from Professor Layton! (The following 2 paragraphs contains spoilers for Professor Layton and the Miracle Mask!)
My favorite scene is the flashback near the end of Miracle Mask, where Randall gives Henry his toy robot. Maybe it's not the most mind-blowing or dramatic thing in the entire world, but it's very sweet and nostalgic-feeling. The music (as per usual for the Professor Layton OST) is so atmospheric and perfect for its place in the story. It holds a lot of sentimental value for me, as well, because I associate it with my partner and I when we were first becoming good friends. (I'm also kin with Henry so there's that too I guess COUGH)
This video is set to open to the exact scene I'm talking about!
Challenge #7
In your own space, create a list of at least three things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a wishlist of sorts. ... Maybe someone will grant a wish. Check out other people's posts. Maybe you will grant a wish.
I love this topic! I'm going to be fulfilling folk's wishes to the best of my ability, and updating this post with each one I fulfill. As for myself, though...
1. Mutual aid request: Help me move!
The obligatory mutual aid request. I'm currently saving up to move out of my parents' home, because they forbid me from going on HRT. Plus, being trans in a red state has never been the safest or most accepting experience.
My Paypal.me is here (https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/azuremist), and my Ko-fi is here (https://ko-fi.com/azuremist)!
2. Software: Aseprite
I've been getting very into pixel art lately, and the pixel art software is Aseprite. It's a fantastic piece of software, available on Steam for $20 USD. I very much want it, but I can't justify the purchase, due to the aforementioned saving up. However, you can buy someone software on Steam, then gift it to them! My Steam email is azures.mist@protonmail.com, and my Steam account name is azure_mists. Fulfilled by volkameria on Dreamwidth! Thank you!
3. Fic rec: Internalized homophobia
This is my favorite fic trope, to the point that my friends will watch a show, see a queer character with internalized homophobia, and send it to me being like "yooo Azure, new queer character with internalized homophobia just dropped". So, obviously, I'd love some fic recs involving this trope! I can go in fandom-blind, but I prefer fandoms I'm familiar with!
4. Self promo: Comment on my partner and I's fics
I am AzureMist on AO3, and some fandoms I've written for include Dungeon Meshi, MILGRAM, Splatoon and Pokemon! If you're familiar with any of the fandoms I've written for (from 2021 onward), I'd really, really appreciate it if you could spare some kind words!
My partner is verdantscribe on AO3, and lately, he's been really bummed about the lack of comments on his fics. So, if you'd comment on any of his 3 most recent ("Le Judas", "Dissos: NMDA Receptor Antagonist", and "Hallucination Panic"), that would be amazing! Especially if you're familiar with their source materials (Dead Plate, Dungeon Meshi, and Cold Front, in order).
5. Fandom rec: Play Dead Plate
Please give the free game on itch.io, Dead Plate, a try!! I need more people on here to talk about it with or I will simply pass away.
Listen to me. It has everything. Toxic yaoi. Cannibalism. Codependency. A wet dogboy of a protagonist. Canon queers. Themes of love as consumption. A narrative haunted by a character who doesn't appear much but who the story wouldn't exist without. Literally what else could you need???
Wishes I've granted!!
shadowhive - Xbox indie game recs & pet pics
visualjyushi - BL and queer manga recs
pronker - reminiscing on the first fansite I visited
flo-nelja - ship manifestos
stardust-rifle - trans Danganronpa fics
phantasmalpoison - comments on Peko/Sonia manifesto
fairyniamh - anime recs
svgurl - editing resources for non-Photoshop editorsCollapse
Challenge #8
In your own space, write a promo, manifesto or primer for a beloved character, relationship or fandom.
Okay, I know that I used the previous challenge to promote Dead Plate... but I'll be damned if I'm given the opportunity to promote it handed right to me and not take it! You've heard me tell you to play Dead Plate before, and you WILL hear it again!!! I'll be yoinking the template here from Yuletide...
Title: Dead Plate
Media: Video game
Approx Length: About one hour if you want to get one ending, and around two hours if you get every ending!
Where To Find It: It's available on itch.io for free here!
What Is It, In Summary?: A short 2D restaurant tycoon-themed RPG horror game, with visual novel and point-and-click elements! Set in 1960s France, it follows Rody, a young man who was hired to work at a fancy bistro by a deadpan but charismatic chef named Vincent. Rody is determined to make as much money as he can manage in a week, but he starts having violent dreams, and starts being convinced that something is going on with the restaurant and the chef behind it.
What Do You Love About It?: Frankly, it's all about the relationships between the main characters for me. There's a very obvious queer metaphor at play here, and the things wrong with each character play with the things wrong with the others in such a special way that tickles my brain. Rody's a pathetic wet dog of a protagonist, Vincent is a calm, always-in-control man until he's not in control, and the third character leaves you guessing to the very end. The aesthetic direction of the game is also very strong, and I love the art and setting!
Content Warnings: Putting the content warnings that contain spoilers in the comments of this post! If you want to go in blind, don't look in the comments. Just keep in mind it is a horror game, so some common horror themes will be present.
Challenge #9
In your own space, create a fanwork.
Okay, I didn't make this specifically for this challenge, but it was made in the past few days, and I am very proud of it! So here! Trans fairyboy blinking on your screen!!
I'm having Not The Best Mental Health Time, so I'm gonna keep this one short!
Challenge #10
In your own space, talk about one of your fandom firsts. This could be your first fandom, your first fandom friend, the first fanwork you created, the first fanwork you interacted with... The options are endless!
I went to my first fan convention at around 14! It was an anime convention that I went to with my best friend at the time (we're still in contact!). I went cosplaying as the Hetalia character, Romano. Except my mom really hated that I wanted to cosplay a male character, so I just told her, actually, I'm cosplaying the genderbent version of him! (I did not do the genderbent version of him.)
I remember I got a few buttons of Hetalia characters, a Chibiusa print and a plush cat! I didn't go to any panels that I can remember, instead just shopping around and talking to other fans. I had a great time, but my mom apparently despised the whole thing so much that she made my aunt go with me instead to my next con, haha.
(Crossposted from my site.)
DeviantART stamps are a type of Internet graphic popularized on (you guessed it) DeviantART. These stamps are small pixel art creations which are traditionally 99x56 pixels in size, and are primarily used to present a quote or a message in text. However, stamps also commonly use emotes, photos, pixel art and animation. Although stamps are used for a wide variety of things, stamps are arguably most commonly used to share opinions on a wide variety of topics, including (but not limited to) fandoms, food, ships, music, politics, or whose side you're on for the internet slapfight of the week.
In the modern day, DeviantART stamps are widely regarded as a relic of the Internet past. According to Google Trends, the term "DeviantART stamps" first began being searched November of 2010, it reached its peak popularity August of 2011, and continued being extremely popular until around October of 2013, where it began to fall off, then eventually petering off into nothing around September of 2020. There has been a noticeable spike of interest in them starting around June of 2022, which I contribute to the rise of the concept of 'the old web', webcore, nostalgiaposting, and similar concepts. But, for the sake of discussion, the time when DeviantART stamps were "in" as a current thing was around 2011-2013.
But why is the DeviantART stamp? Who was the originator of the DeviantART stamp, how did they become so popular? This question was posed on a forum I frequent, and I was unable to find any existing write-ups, so I sought to answer it myself.
The oldest currently-available result for "DeviantART stamp" I could find in my research was this post (archive), by DeviantART user zilla774, also known as Ian Field-Richards. Ian, as-of my time writing this, lists himself as someone who works on dA's UX (or user experience). I find this interesting because, first of all, this means that one of the earliest proponents of the stamp, to my knowledge, is now a DeviantART staff member, and has been (according to the Internet Archive) since at least 2018, though he then listed himself as being dA's user interface director. I am unsure if he was a staff member at the time he posted this, and he seems to be absolutely allergic to publicly stating when, exactly, he started working for dA, however, I am inclined to believe he was a staff member at the time, because of the involvement of other staff members in this story. Second of all, this does, for all intents and purposes, seem to be the template for the popular style of stamps. Lastly, this post was made 2006, quite a few years before stamps would take off.
The post is titled, "Stamp Template", and the description reads, "For use in creating all the little gif stamps you see around dA. This is the basis for all the stamp designs I have created recently. The PSD contains layers for all the major parts including example text. Based on TheRyanFords stamp idea."
So, "for use in creating all the little gif stamps you see around dA" clearly implies that they were already established, and that there is some sort of post before this about stamps that I was missing. However, he names another user as the originator of the idea.
TheRyanFord, also known as just Ryan Ford, is the former creative director and head of director for DeviantART and, thankfully, unlike Ian, he is not allergic to naming dates, stating he worked there from "~2000 to 2012". This puts him snugly in the position of staff at the time of "Stamp Template" being posted.
(Also in his DeviantART account's description is, "... I still want the world to have a digital place where everyone can share their creative spirit, grow their artistic talents, and expand their worlds...well, this website used to be that place but maybe it isn't so much anymore." Fucking savage.)
However, at this point, the trail runs cold. Ryan did make a few stamps of his own, but they were all from September to December of 2009, so well after Ian's post. I could not find any earlier mentions of stamps on his profile, either.
So, of course, I did the only rational thing, and personally emailed Ryan Ford, an award-winning designer, in hopes he would answer this incredibly niche question. I wrote him the following:
"Hello, Mr. Ford,
I know that you're likely very busy, so I appreciate your time. I am an internet historian, of sorts. It is important to me (and many others) that trends online are documented, so they are not lost to time. I was specifically looking into the history of DeviantArt stamps. The oldest result that I could find for "DeviantArt stamp" was this: https://www.deviantart.com/zilla774/art/Stamp-Template-29379001 In the description, it mentions you as the originator of the "stamp idea". However, I was unable to find any post you made mentioning this idea (although I see you made some yourself in 2009).
My questions, if you would be so kind to answer them, are: did you coin the idea of a DeviantArt stamp, or was it already established by the time this post came around, as implied by the phrase, "For use in creating all the little gif stamps you see around dA" in the attached post? If it was you, where did you suggest the idea initially? If it wasn't you, do you know who was? Really, any information that you can remember about how the stamp trend began and how it rose to popularity would be fantastic. I realize it's been well over a decade since the events in question (how time flies!), so even vague information on this topic is appreciated.
The timeline of DeviantArt stamps is not currently documented online that I can see, so I hope you can help me remedy that, as a valuable first-hand account. Thank you very much!
Azure"
And, miraculously, within a few days, Ryan got back to me with the following email (archives are my own additions):
"Hi Azure,
Thanks for your email.
Yes I am the originator of the “DeviantArt Stamp.”
I originated it explicitly for promotion of the “DeviantArt Summit” which was held in Los Angeles in Jun of 2005.
I couldn’t exactly remember the exact dates so here’s a copy-paste description I came across:
On June 17 and 18, 2005, DeviantArt held their first convention, the deviantART Summit, at the Palladium in the Hollywood area of Los Angeles, California, United States. The summit consisted of several exhibitions by numerous artists, including artscene groups old and new at about 200 different booths. Giant projection screens displayed artwork as it was being submitted live to DeviantArt, which was receiving 50,000 new images daily at the time.
The Summit was a massive project at the time, for all of us who were mostly volunteers or underpaid part-timers all devoted to what we felt was a worthy cause. I was tasked with building a promotional package, and was simultaneously going to college to study design. On top of things like news articles, journal skins, and print promotional pieces, I also came up with this idea of the Stamp as a pseudo bumper sticker to put on your journal or in comments, to indicate something like “I’m heading to the DeviantArt Summit.”
The reason for the stamp was due to its relationship with the original place the Summit was to be held: an airplane hanger in LA. Angelo (the CEO) had this vision of a very specific hanger to be utilized, where all the booths and stations would go, etc. It seemed like a sure thing. So we designed our promotional package around the idea of airplanes, and so the stamp was an “air mail” reference. Obviously, as history shows, the airplane hanger idea fell through and the event was migrated to the Hollywood Palladium.
Here are a couple links to Summit info:
- Original blog post by Angelo (spyed): https://www.deviantart.com/spyed/journal/The-2005-deviantART-Summit-214145117 (archive)
- A video recorded by Scott (Jark): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIZKO15sliw (archive)
The stamp was originally shared out, not by me, but I believe by an official account (maybe it was the deviantart account, maybe it was the temporary summit account). This is why it’s not attached to my profile.
It grew in prominence and popularity because it was so much like a bumper-sticker, so it was quickly co-opted for other purposes as a way of advertising one’s opinion about a topic, and it was frequently attached to comment signatures and journals to keep the user’s message alive.
Hope that helps!
Ryan Ford"
This explains both why Ian referred to another DeviantART stamp older to this post – it was attached to an official profile for an event, which was deleted after it concluded. (I did check the official dA account, and did not find anything, thus leading me to believe that this stamp was attached to the Summit account.) This means that we officially have a piece of DeviantART stamp lost media on our hands!! Someone contact the Lost Media Wiki!
In all seriousness: if you have any information or leads with regards to the original DeviantART stamp posted to the official Summit account, or what triggered stamps' sudden rise in popularity in 2010-2011, please contact me here on Sheezy, or via the email azure.webmaster@proton.me.
(Crossposted from my site.)
We've once again come upon the ending of another year. And, in order to fight my time blindness and remind myself that I actually have accomplished things, I'm going to once again review my 2024 year!
The two big negative things that I want to get out of the way are as follows: the election results, and my parents telling me that, if I ever plan to go on HRT, I'm going to have to leave. Not just I can't do HRT under their roof, which, don't get me wrong, would be shit enough – that if I ever plan to take HRT ever in the future, whether that was under their roof or not, I would have to leave their house now. Thankfully, I've started building a plan to move in with my significant other, where I could go on HRT. But jeez. Somebody's sealed their fates in the retirement home.
Anyhow! For writing-related accomplishments: I completed my Rough Draft Month goal in November of 20,000 words! This is the first accountability challenge like it that I've met the goal of, so I'm very pleased. I also participated in multiple zines and fandom events. I was a writer for Pokemon Winter Wonderland II (set to be released this month!), and for Transitioning to Joy, a Danganronpa zine about trans characters (which I actually completed in 2023, but the mods suddenly went silent for months on end before suddenly releasing it this year). I participated in my first-ever fandom exchange (the Consumed By Desire Flash Exchange), and I did my first fandom bingo, too (the People with Disabilities Drabblefest Bingo)!
In terms of art, I was the artist for a project made for the Fuck Capitalism 2024 Jam, Produce Prophet! I also made an independent zine titled "Just Like Me (for real, for real)", which is a collage-esque digital zine about canonically queer characters that make me feel seen.
In my personal life, I graduated college this year! (Finally!) And, equally if not more impressive, I officially Twitter (and co) this year! I deleted my art Twitter and Instagram due to their bullshit policies on training AI on your content, without the ability to opt out. Scumbags. Instead, I've joined BlueSky as an artist (where I've nearly regained my original Twitter following, in a fraction of the time!), and Sheezy.Art, where I'm really enjoying myself. I also started posting more regularly on Dreamwidth this year, which I've been having a lot of fun with. The bingo and exchange I participated in were from there! I've been a lot happier since I officially quit Twitter. It's sort of insane. In the words of food house: "Get your ass off Twitter 'cause it gives you fucking MENTAL ILLNESS!!!"
In terms of fandom events, I got really into Dead Plate, Dungeon Meshi and Alien Stage this year, which all remain as my main fixations at the moment!
Splatoon 3's DLC, Side Order, came out this year, too, and it was absolutely fantastic!! My Nintendo year in review actually showed me that I spent the most time gaming on my Switch in February, which not-so-coincidentally coincided with Side Order's release, hehe. Also, thanks to the active Splatfests, I was super into playing Splatoon basically all year! The Grandfest, of course, took place this year, and, even though we lost, I was proud to be a Present Ruler! (Speaking of, I should get on playing again, I've gotta start grinding Conch Shells for Frostyfest…)
I can't, of course, leave out the Pokemon megaleak. It was basically the biggest Pokemon event of the year! I'm still of the opinion that, like, basically all of it should have been released in an artbook ages ago, and GameFreak would've made absolute bank. But instead, GameFreak wanted to gatekeep it all. I don't support the leakers, because they definitely leaked some very private information about GameFreak employees, but also, hey, you reap what you sow. I was a bit sad that there wasn't more Galarian stuff in the leaks, but I was super happy with the information we did get! It was all super cool.
In 2025, I plan to do Get Your Words Out (which is an all-year event to help motivate people to write a certain amount per month – I pledged the Backpacker plan, myself), and hopefully get my driver's license!
Those aren't resolutions, though. More just loose plans. I don't really like New Year's resolutions, because I feel like most of them fall off by February, and most of them are immeasurable. But, I do want to start the New Year off with some reminders to myself! So, reminder to me: in 2025…
- Be a student of what you admire!
- Do it badly rather than not at all!
- Know that guilt and shame are not productive!
- Be cringe, because that's better than being mean!
- Make bad art!
- You can't commit suicide, because the internet will be SO FUNNY the day that Trump dies!
- Do it scared!
- And, as always, remember that you were not put on this world to entertain people!
(Quick disclaimer: I use "stupid" and similar words lightheartedly, and as a morally neutral descriptor. Being stupid about certain things isn't bad! Which is why I'm making this post!)
A lot of datahoarding resources assume that you're intimately familiar with command prompts, webcrawlers, scripts, and more. But what if... you're stupid? What if you're extremely unfamiliar with those sorts of things, looking to have your hand held through the entire process? What if your name is Azure and you have an account called Sheezy.Art under the username @artsyazure? (Wait, that's getting too specific.)
Well, these resources are for you! Idiot-proof resources I've gathered for archiving stuff online! As tested and approved by an actual idiot! Loosely ordered from most to least intuitive.
Cobalt.tools: this is a great all-in-one resource for saving videos, audio, photos and gifs, with a large list of websites it can rip from. This list includes, but is not limited to, Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, Tumblr, Dailymotion, Pinterest, Reddit, and Twitch. It's open-source, easy to use, privacy-focused, ad-free, fast, and, frankly, It Just Works. No installation is required to use this tool.
Spotdownloader: a tool for ripping from Spotify with the highest possible quality! Very easy to use, and supports downloading a single song, a playlist, and an album, with all the important metadata about the song(s) in tact. (If downloading multiple songs, it puts them all in a convenient ZIP file.) Ad-free, and even has a userscript alternative. No installations are needed.
DiscordChatExporter: used to export any Discord message history to a file! It can export to HTML (dark/light), TXT, CSV and JSON, and supports Discord's form of markdown, embeds, attachments, and emojis. You have to install it via GitHub, and it has an excellent optional user interface that makes the process easy to follow!
Archive.org: known as the quintessential internet archive. I find it difficult to navigate what's already there sometimes, but, in terms of uploading your stuff, it's pretty easy! You do need an account to archive files, but archive.org is definitely the most useful for archiving webpages, which can be done without an account. There is also an Internet Archive extension, which you can use to save webpages quickly and easily, without needing to leave the page or open a new tab. You can also easily archive webpages via GhostArchive and Archive.Today, since backups are always necessary! No installations or downloads are required for any of these (except the Internet Archive extension, which requires you to add the extension).
Imgbrd-Grabber: a customizable tool for bulk-downloading images from imageboards, including (but not limited to) danbooru, safebooru, ArtStation, DeviantArt, Newgrounds and Pixiv, as well as many boorus specializing in not-so-child-friendly content. The main reason that this tool is idiot-proof is thanks to the extremely thorough instructions provided for the installation and usage process.
Hydrus Network: you're gonna need a way to sort through all those new images you just downloaded, huh? Hydrus Network allows you to do just that -- making a locally-hosted booru of all of your art, with tags! It also supports bulk-downloading, like Imgbrd-Grabber, and shares a lot of the same supported sources, but has the notable unique features of being able to grab from Tumblr, and the ability to 'subscribe' to any gallery, repeating it every few days to keep up with new results. Also like Imgbrd-Grabber, it is an install which is mainly here thanks to its very thorough instructions, which walk the reader through everything.
AO3 Downloader: a life-saver for any person who has thought, "God, I wish I could download all of my bookmarks, but that would take sooo long to do individually." Another Github download which is saved by its thorough instructions!
tumblr-utils: a fantastic method for backing up your tumblr account. It's quite a pain to download and set up, but (say it with me, everyone!) it's saved with a Google Doc of extremely thorough instructions (skip to the "Tumblr-Utils" section... or read all of it! it's a great doc that goes over all sorts of different options for backing up your blog -- this is just the one I prefer). Once you get through setting it all up the first time, though, it works like a dream, with very simple command prompts, which are explained in the doc in layman's terms. These command prompts can save video and audio locally, fallback to the Internet Archive, save your likes, make an index of tags, and support ✨ incremental backups ✨! (Meaning that it continues from the last backup, instead of downloading the entire blog from scratch each time.)
If you know of any data-hoarding / archival resources that wasn't mentioned here, and you think even a total Python-illiterate doofus could get working, link it in the comments below! (Also, please include if it involves or requires any downloads, just because I think that's useful info.)
For those who don't know how Color My Tree works -- essentially, you leave a message for me, and I'm not able to open them until Christmas! And since I'm seeing some other folks post their trees, I thought I'd share mine!
If any of my mutuals have trees, please drop them in the comments so I can gush about how cool your art is! (^▽^)