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Halloween connoisseur, saint of invented anatomy, here to have fun!
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man/gay/adult creating adult content
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In general I want to use this account for practice and for expressing myself in general, especially about things I'm trying to get over shyness about.
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Art Changes Lives
Including the NSFW variety.
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Profiles lookin' empty, so I think I'll fill in this space by writing a bit about why I do what I do. I could always make this into a journal too, but for now I'll write here.
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For as long as I've been, art has meant the entire universe to me. In the context of NSFW, it has helped me to heal from trauma and find recognition and comfort. I have been on and off about posting art publicly due to stress and anxiety related turbulence in life. Ultimately however, I come to the conclusion that it is important to express yourself. Your preferences, your personality, your creations, mean more than you might realize.
It has helped me and many others to see art of things that we resonate with. Sometimes I feel afraid, alone, and worthless, because I don't feel like anybody can relate to me and my experiences and/or I don't feel like anybody actually cares. For a long time I thought the universe hated me and that my existence was just a throwaway gag. And then suddenly, like a gift, I'll come across a piece of art expressing a type of character/narrative/scenario, and I feel so pleasantly seen. Sometimes this happens and I will start to cry, because after so long of not feeling like anybody understands, there it is, realized and shining brightly right before me.
Especially in the case of niche interests and "touchy subjects" such as NSFW; erotica specifically. To resonate in such a specialized way feels simply magical. I have met people (through art especially), including myself, who are healing from sexual trauma, are challenged with shame, and feel lonely in their identities. Art helps to exercise autonomy. It's an expression of the fact that you exist. When it comes to illustrating erotica, it reminds me that I'm allowed to express my sexuality, and that nobody can take that away from me. I refuse to become afraid of myself again. I refuse to deny myself of my passions and to reject myself just because another's cruelty caused me to feel fear and shame.
It's a statement in itself. It's expression of the soul. Despite your like or dislike of my art, may its presence communicate to you that you have options, that variety exists, and that you have preferences worth acknowledging.
Go on and have fun. Indulge your niches and may your passions guide you in your explorative endeavors. Allow the arts to nourish you, not daunt you.
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