- she/her
i will not make on my own...and if i get lost please bring me home...
i am currently struggling with rage issues and having constant thoughts of my anger towards the world, even in situations that make me happy. (going to taekwondo, drawing, etc) i have gad, which makes it worse.
its making me rlly uncomfortable and breathing and mantras dont help in the long term
what do you guys do to cope with constant thoughts about stuff like these? any wholesome games/media to enjoy? what should i distract myself with.
pls dont vent on the comments.
e
:
: Thank you so much! Here are the questions!
:
: -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --
: Q: What do you think about the Internet? What’s good about it, and what’s bad?
:
i think its a double-edged sword. i believe it is relatively chaotic and huge. it really depends on the site. however i rlly dislike ai artwork and bot-fillted sites. also i believe ai chatbots should be heavily restricted or banned.
however, i believe there is great stuff, like newgrounds and sheezyart’s new revival. i love the artwork i see, and how lonely and repressed individuals like me can find solace.
: Q: What classifies something as obscure, and what are some obscure media you like, and why?
:
what is classified as obscure tends to be stuff that tends to be overlooked by the mainstream, or even could be partially lost. like if an artist that had a one-hit wonder, their other songs tend to be overlooked, but i find the overlooked ones better.
i am a major fan of the rock band slut, a rlly good emo band from the 2000s. i cant rlly find any traction on them anymore, but after a friend introduced me to them, i fell in love.
i’m also a major fan of the cartoon “station x”, a semi-lost canadian cartoon from 2005 that basically was about a bunch of dudes trying to help each other in life and explore serious topics.
: Q: What interests you about lost media?
:
i find the lost and obscure intriguing due to the rarity and strangeness. lost media is like a box of chocolates to me.
: Q: Why do you like creepy aesthetics? And what even is an aesthetic? What is cybercore?
:
cybercore is a term used to refer to the rave poster/music video look of the y2k era. here are some examples i have.
(O_O)
in this context, an aesthetic is a term used to refer to like a creative theme that someone likes. i dont know how to define it well. here is a site with better explaining
https://aesthetics.fandom.com/wiki/Aesthetics_101
i am a major fan of creepy aesthetics because i find the creepy artwork and media comforting. i love horror, occult themes, eerie creatures, and analog horror. also creepy stuff helps me vent out my pent-up rage and sadness.
: Q: How did you get interested in creating art?
:
i always loved making artwork as a kid. however, i have only rlly started to take art seriously since 2020.
: Q: How did you discover your style?
:
i was inspired by panty and stocking, also demiseman’s artwork. i want to combine the emo aesthetics with the cute/zim-like style of panty and stocking.
: Q: What do you like about art?
:
the variety of styles and the evolution of aesthetics. i also rlly wish the minimalist and dystopic white/gray/beige stuff would fade. i dont think it was because of a lack of optimism which led to it, because many pessimistic eras had beautiful art.
i believe it is a mix of trying to be quick enough for commercially producing the art and also to dickride trends. thankfully, at least where i am, the more creative aesthetics are returning.
: Q: Do you have any advice for drawing?
:
use references to hellp you, and i suggest using multiple references for a better concept. however, dont try to imitate the reference, imitate what you desire to gain from it.
for outfit design, look up inspiration on pinterest, newgrounds, tiktok, or something else.
: Q: How did you find Newgrounds, and what do you think of it as a platform?
:
i remember
: Q: What do you think about the Newgrounds community?
:
: Q: What is a hyperfixation?
:
: Q: What do you like about old anime and the old web?
:
: Q: What was the alebrije you had, and how did you lose it?
:
: Q: You’ve made poems and stories for a few years. You said they were rushed and poorly written, why did you delete them? But there’s still one you kept. Why did you keep that one?
:
: Q: Do you have any advice for mental health on the Internet?
: -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --
i have bad design skills
what colors should be used? black, red and green? black red and teal? black,red and purple?
T•T