man I'm so cooked.

I don't really talk about it here because I feel the need to keep up appearances but I have been getting so touch starved lately that my fantasies have been getting ridiculously esoteric and that's been translating to half of my output just being self indulgent doodles.

I'm uhh, not really sure if it's cool to upload any of this stuff here because while my intent totally safe for work it almost feels like it isn't quite above water? stuff like "ohh I need to be snuggled by a large soft creature really hard and use them as a bed and maybe a weighted blanket." I'm not really sure where the boundaries regarding this are and it's been kind of destroying me for a bit because I don't want to learn the hard way and get yelled at for it.

I guess I could throw that kind of stuff under a different persona? though I'm not sure whether I should bump that up to an M rating or not. this is confusing 😵‍💫