"You are always smiling"
words once spoken to me in a time I felt anything but
they were said more so as an observation with a hint of something else, don't know what exactly, by a person with severe depression, a friend, though I always hesitate with that word wondering if I have the right to call them that
would things have been different if I were a more open person? who knows, I guess it's pointless but one can't help but think about it sometimes
it's been a while
watching The First Frost got me in some sorta mood I guess, I absolutely love the drama, it's beautiful, but it does leave me feeling strangely melancholic after each episode, it's both sad and not, sweet, it's like many emotions at once
I haven't thought about this in so long it feels weird how it just came to mind
let my hands to their thing