felt like treating myself for once and splurged on nin merch
i am pretty hate machines strongest soldier apparently. this is gonna be my second phm shirt. i have a copy of it on vinyl, and ive lovingly claimed my parents cd for my own ... its a fantastic album though, so can you really blame me?
i rrrreally hope both of these fit me, the phm shirt is a mens small so it should be fine on me. the jacket is either a mens or unisex medium which may or may not be oversized on me. thats the only size they had so it is what it is. spent entirely too much on both of these. blocked out the prices as to not cause financial distress in others. im well off as i have a good amount in both savings and main at the moment, so this isnt a major setback to me. i was already planning on getting rid of some old clothes anyhow
i love oversharing on the internet~ this one feels like its straight from deviantart
BASICS
- Real Name: felix/ambrose. one is a first name, one is a middle name, idrc which one you refer to me by
- Nickname[s]: f.a./char
- Zodiac Sign: cancer
- Male or Female: male
- Elementary: went to 3 different ones what about it
- Middle School: that shit sucked
- High School: so cool thing about me my class was class of 2020 so we had to do our graduation over a livestream due to covid and i straight up didnt go LMFAO
- Hair Color: dirty blonde
- Long Or Short: what does this mean. Like hair length or height or what. Im a short king and my hair is about medium length
- Loud Or Quiet: quiet Thank you mental disabilities 🙏
- Sweats Or Jeans: jeans i hate sweatpants so much
- Phone Or Camera: phone because thats all i got
- Health Freak: i try to take good care of myself. i eat well, i take daily showers, i always wash my hands after using the bathroom, i use a lot of hand sanitizer at work ... and then i still end up sick because of allergens in the air
- Drink Or Smoke: occasional drinking
- Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no!!
- Political orientation: goofball
- Piercings: used to have ear piercings but let the holes close up due to gender dysphoria. dont plan on getting them repierced or getting any new ones
- Tattoos: none, dont plan on any
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
- Airplane: yeah
- Car Accident: yeah! Let's not talk about it.
- Fist Fight: no but i would lose instantly
FIRSTS:
- First piercing: ears, around age 6
- First Best Friend: Uhhhh
- First Instrument played: piano, which i wanted to continue but my parents didnt bother to continue getting me lessons or one that i could practice at home or anything :(
- First award: idk probably some shit like perfect attendance
- First Crush: Dude i dont fuckin know emmet from pokemon??
- First Language: english
- First Big Vacation: disney world when i was 5
LASTS:
- Last Person You Talked To: best friend 🤧
- Last Person You Texted: discord gc
- Last Person You Watched: does the hello street cat stream count
- Last Food You Ate: leftover stroganoff
- Last Movie You Watched: uh ... probably tokyo drift a few months ago? i dont watch movies often
- Last Song You listened To: policy of truth - depeche mode
- Last Thing You Bought: bday gifts for my dad
- Last Person You Hugged: my dad i think? one of my parents
FAVES:
- Food: sushi
- Drinks: juice, and sobe. i miss sobe. Late stage capitalism took my lizard milk
- Clothing: button ups, t-shirts, and bellbottoms
- Book: yeah i gotchu
- Colour: maroon
- Flower: hyacinths/poppies
- Music: psych rock, power pop, black metal
- Movies: phantom of the paradise
- Shoes: doc martens
- Subjects: I graduated high school 4 years ago.
IN THE PAST YEAR I ...:
- [ ] Kissed In The Snow
- [ x ] Celebrated Halloween
- [ ] Had Your Heart Broken
- [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
- [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
- [ ] Came Outta The Closet
- [ ] Gotten Pregnant
- [ ] Had An Abortion
- [ x ] Done Something You've Regretted
- [ ] Broke A Promise
- [ x ] Kept A Secret
- [ x ] Pretended To Be Happy
- [ ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
- [ x ] Pretended To Be Sick
- [ ] Left The Country
- [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
- [ ] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
- [ ] Ran A Mile
- [ ] Went To The Beach
- [ x ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
- Eating: n/a
- Drinking: water
- Getting Ready To: go to bed
- Listening To: chocolate and mint - duster
- Plans For Tomorrow/Today: get money and die
- Waiting For: the day when you can love again
YOUR FUTURE:
- Want Kids: shut up
- Want To Get Married: shrug
- Careers in mind: realistically, working at a record store. unrealistically, illustrator
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL:
- Lips Or Eyes: what
- Shorter Or Taller: i dont care
- Romantic Or Spontaneous: romantic
- Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms: what does this mean brother
- Sensitive Or Loud: sensitive
- Hookup Or Relationship: Im not answering this
- Troublemaker Or Hesitant: who cares pick up a football
HAVE YOU EVER:
- Lost Glasses/Contacts: no
- Ran Away From Home: no
- Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: no
- Killed Somebody: WHO THE FUCK IS ADMITTING TO KILLING SOMEONE ON SHEEZY DOT ART
- Broken Someone's Heart: probably?
- Been Arrested: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
- Yourself: not all the time
- Miracles: idk. i kinda dont care
- Love At First Sight: idk im aromantic i dont really care
- Heaven: maybe not heaven but i think there could be an afterlife of some sort
- Santa Claus: I am 21 years old.
- Magic: FUCK YEAH!!!!!! WIZARD PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
- Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: my cat (hes probably in the spare bedroom)
- Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: no LOL
- Do You Believe In God: no
- Post As 100 Truths And Tag five People: shut up
Gender: transgender man
Sexuality: aromantic gay
Height: 5'4 ...
Relationship Status: dont care ~
Favorite Color: maroon, black, magenta, seafoam green
Least Favorite Color: hum... i dont like most shades of green
Favorite Song: dove's song - helvetia
Favorite Band/Artist: king gizzard & the lizard wizard
Favorite Youtuber: mic the snare and dankpods
Favorite Podcast: No.
Favorite Food: sushi
Favorite Bird: penguin
Favorite Animal: cats and penguins
Favorite Celebrity: what a drab question ~♪ ask me what i think about the beach boys 1966 pop masterpiece "pet sounds" instead
Favorite Time of Day: night, though dsps is partially to blame
Favorite Holiday: halloween
Favorite Season: fall
Favorite Fruit: oranges. have you ever eaten an orange in the shower? try it some time. its cathartic
Least Favorite Fruit: strawberries probably
Favorite Flower: hyacinths and poppies
Favorite Emojis: ⁉💯😈🤨🥺😭 I dont have a genuine favorite emoji
Favorite Hobby: listening to music
Favorite Weather: partially cloudy
Name of Your Crush: do celebrity crushes count? ill say kevin ayers if so ...
Name of Your Pets: niko, my cat; sassy and logan, my dogs
Introvert or Extrovert: introvert
Looks or Personality: personality i suppose
Homesick or Traveler: neither. i dont travel often because i dont like driving nor do i have the money to do so, but i dont get homesick
Musician or Artist: artist... i cant play any instruments, though ive tried v_v
Woods or City: depends on my mood honestly
TV or Youtube: theres good on both, but i watch youtube videos more than tv shows and movies
Phone or Computer: computer ~
i like doing deviantart trends i did when i was 14 because my taste is significantly more ??? now than it was before
f: first it giveth - queens of the stone age
a: ambergris - king gizzard & the lizard wizard
l: labyrinthian pomp - of montreal
e: endors toi - tame impala
a: all i wanna do - the beach boys
c: chainsaw party - sematary
h: her body strewn with petals black - këkht aräkh