hello everybody, you might have noticed that my picture, name, and pronouns are different. well the truth is... i'm a girl now. i was born on december 28, 2003. and because i was born in the 2000s, i was a child when youtube was new. i watched so many different videos, but one day i found a video about a girl named jazz who transitioned at 11 years old. it was the first time i heard the word transgender. the idea of a boy turning into a girl was interesting to me, but i didn't think i was trans. however, when i became a teenager, i stated to think that maybe i was different. i prefered to spend time with the other girls, and i was interested in what they liked to talk about. i mean, no offense if you like hunting or sports, but i prefer to talk about taylor swift and posting pictures on instagram. in 2020, i realized that i was a girl all along, and i wanted to come out as trans, but i was scared of what my family would think. but i remember that i used to do a little window shopping on shein for girl clothes, and i also did a little bit of window shopping at target as well. looking at all of the beautiful dresses at target, or the cute skirts on shein. i wanted to wear them, but i was scared to ask if i could wear them. in 2023, i tried to come out as non binary. i hoped that it would help me, but it didn't feel right. so i tried to be male again, but it didn't help either. i tried to make myself like football, baseball, basketball, wrestling, loud rock music, and even skateboarding. but it wasn't the real me. so, as a last effort, i tried to be a feminine guy. but it didn't help me either. i felt like i was trapped, and i was so scared. that's why i cried on my birthday, because i wanted to come out as trans. finally, on december 29, 2025, i came out as trans. i started using she and her pronouns. and i chose my new name, alexandra