- she/her
ishibishie.tumblr.com, indefinite hiatus from sheezy
y'all i finally learned how to put stamps on my profile. i feel so needlessly powerful from the act of simply putting tiny images on a webpage
i still don't understand you kids and your new fangled "aesthetic" thing so i'm just putting stuff i like on my page now vfehjbdekjnk but in all seriousness it's so fun having a page you can customize and make it so simple unlike other sites (looking at you tumblr) despite my utter lack of html knowledge. thank you devs :)
very weird post but i've been thinking about it a bit and i'm not..... really sure sheezy is the art site for me at the moment? like yeah i love the positivity here and i've had some great moments but idk i also feel like they've been dragged down a bit because of the demographic being mostly twitter users who came here with a bunch of friends and i am neither of those bullet points which makes me feel kinda...... separated from everyone? i don't think my art is hitting the niche it does on other sites too because i'm not posting "core" art or whatever kids are into nowadays...... it's just a situation that makes me wonder if a small lonely artist like me really belongs here. don't get me wrong, i absolutely love this site and how it's such a great art-focused space (thank you devs!), but at the same time i can't help but feel i have no place here but to post art and bail until next week to do it all over again
i remember making a journal a few weeks ago mentioning how stressed and anxious i was preparing to apply to a fanzine
the stress was worth it, i got in :,D