I made this one while ago while I was not in a good place.

my losing my mind out here. I feel so alone, no one listens or understands me. my roommates are slobs that never clean up after themselves, make fun of me and call me and the things I like weird. I work a stressful job and never get to rest. I am so tired I feel my heart pounding to much I collapsed on the ground. I feel like I'm slowly dying.
I don't feel contacted to any of the groups I'm apart of. I'm there but feel like it wouldn't matter to anyone if I was there or not. if I live or die.
I don't want to die but how the fuck can I keep living like this? blow a hole though my fucking head won't help. that will just make a mess and leave massive debt and an expensive funeral... I don't know what to do anymore