Xander talks to Sapphire and lets his feelings out. this was a just something I made to help me work though some feelings.

Sapphire: Beautiful sunset.

Xander: Sapphire... I'm fucked in the head, aren't I?

Xander: I feel depressed and anxious all the time... I only feel happy when you eat me... when I feel you surround me. It's not normal to want that. to take comfort in that. I should be scared, but I'm not... I want to be eaten...

Sapphire: It's not wrong to take comfort in another person and their company.

Xander: I'm afraid everyone will think I'm a freak or a pervert. I just want to be held, to hide away from the world somewhere I feel safe and loved.

Sapphire: The world is a cruel place. it's okay to want to escape it for awhile as long as you return to reality in the end...

Xander: I don't think I want to return to reality...