a visual representation of a feeling I get sometimes

when I feel a wash of cold over my body, head to toe, my chest kind of flares up, I start lightly shaking, and reality slips away from me a bit

it's a surprisingly extremely pleasant feeling and I revel in it in the short time while it happens

contrast this with the feeling of painful tightness in my chest and butterflies in my stomach that I've felt for some time before this... wondering if I had lost this feeling forever

but it came back earlier today