I never wanted to be king but when i won my accidental victory i knew i couldn't take it back, even though i didn't know what would happen if i beat Queen Holly. I tried getting used to being king afterwards but there was something a bit unwelcoming about this castle, the throne room was almost always empty except for whenever i and my two guards, ex-queen now General Holly and Rowan are in there and the occasional villiager coming to complain about something...
I would rather have been killed in that arena instead of being king and the writer who was always bullied that i once was, even though Holly wouldn't do it anyway...