ok ij just continuing the last description but liek i have all these ideas and like feelings i wanna express but i dont have the Skills to execute them the way i want to and it always feels like my art style is so constraining and generic for the way i Feel and what im trying to put into my art cuz i guess i just dont have that kinda visual creativity which bums me out .....i dont feel like i can translate my thoughts into a drawing and i think part of it is i never think about what im actually putting on my canvas so mayb i need to slow down and think more...hmmm...much to ponder....anhway thats all unrelated this is an art trade for a friend