Alright, I figured that since I've been on here for at least a couple of months (not counting the site's early closure and its soft re-opening this year) that I figured that I should probably give out an introductionary post.

Introduction

I'm Elijah, a (high-functioning, even if the term isn't used medically today) autistic 25 year old (even though I don't want to be autistic) who hopes to transition into being more feminine at some point.
I'm mostly an aspiring character and world builder who likes to... well, primarily create characters and worlds. I'd say it's my main hyperfixation or obsession, with it being constantly on my mind. While I do have an assortment of skills, I wouldn't call myself anything near a professional for a good chunk of them.
Since this is an art site and all, I'm ideally hoping to brush up on my artistry skills, even if my stubbornness gets in the way with how I draw, as is my lack of motivation for anything. It's a bit of a struggle for me to really draw but I really want to change that at some point. I'm also interested in using Blender (the modeling program) to make 3D models and the like, but I'm not sure how that'll go so far.

I'm primarily interested in OCs and world building, of course, obscure media (games, shows, etc), video game music, or at least that's what's coming up to me at the moment. I can't really think of anything else at the moment.

While I'm pretty shy and antisocial, I try to be friendly to everyone, knowing that even the smallest kind gesture can really brighten up someone's day. Ironically, I'm not really someone who's an optimistic person. In fact, I'm actually largely pessimistic, a bit paranoid about how others see me (thanks to some former friends of mine) and a very indecisive person in general, but I'm trying to improve myself daily, one step at a time.

Mutuals

I'm seeking for mutuals, both on here and in general, mostly since my motivation is extremely haphazard and I'm kind of in a social and creative rut at the moment and I want to change that. Just let me know in the comments if you're interested or the like.

Socials (Discord, AF, etc)

I've got a Discord server (that I'm actually pretty worried about bringing activity into) that, right now, is mostly private but I might consider opening it up at some stage. My handle is pixuspanic if anyone's interested in adding me, although I'd highly prefer if you state who you are when I add you.
Likewise, I have a Guilded account with my handle there being Pixus.
I also participate in Art Fight! I primarily do 3D models but I'm hoping to branch out and do Pokémon styled sprites (likely gen V) this year. You can find me as Pixus on there!

Anyways, I think that's everything I need to say about myself, but I might update this as time goes on. If you read this far, I greatly appreciate it and I hope you have a good day!