ive always held myself back from joining since im not confident in my art.. now that i am starting to find joy in drawing again, i have another problem T_T

im EMPLOYED.... </3

ok. that's half a joke. but it takes me SO long to finish art :') probably a week for a single piece since i work a 9-5..!! which is why i don't upload here as much as i'd like to (but i am still drawing behind the scenes cuz its fun ;D) but gosh im so SLOW..mostly thanks to the fact that i struggle with trial and erroring anatomy every time i start something. and while it turns out decent in the end, it takes me SO long to do the sketching phase!! i am just so painfully slow in general T_T

i wonder if there are others who are the same..? it'll help reassure me that participating in these sorts of things is okay,, i barely draw more than 5 things a month so it's huge pressure even if i WANT to join. i wanna join sooooo badddddd ougghg