And if being yourself is hard
after rain, there is a rainbow
being your best company

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A more detailed painting of MFFMP appreciating a quiet coast to be themselves. I'm still anxious about posting bigger, more detailed pieces.
Since even before the pandemic i started to isolate very hard.. I've lost 3 very dear people to me simultaneously and from that point on i think i became fully akin in behavior to a feral cat, more than a human and it only went downhil.... x[ There's a huge hole in me they took with themselves and i can't ever fill it - more often than not i've found myself just wanting to be left alone, and i think that can be a good thing. I've grown to appreciate solitude and quiet - opening up is very hard, and nature does not demand much from you - and vice versa - mutual respect going both ways. Something which is often very hard to find.