Weather is finally getting warmer. I had rested a bit, and ended a five year long friendship that turned extremely toxic, and i feel strangely at rest with that. This year marks the first time in a long while i'm sober, starting dec 31st, and mental effects of withdrawal are finally letting up - spring is being very helpful here. If i was God's favorite i would live in a place where it's warm all year - i wouldn't wish -20C winters on no one.