Once again i'm in a slump where i WANT to draw, where i SHOULD draw, but at the same time i'm frustrated/sick/nauseated all. the. time -____- Alongside work hours bs, tumor issues (where nausea is probably coming from, hopefully new doctor will respect me and finally gracefully give referral to have this bs cut out :') it's either resolved or i'm looking for a new job. Exploit somebody else!!!

Which is to say unfortunately i don't think i will be drawing soon. I am once again slipping into the "i'm angsty that X Y Z person was nasty to me and that doctors are ignoring me" yap yap yap nobody cares mindset, i should take a break :X
I noticed once again a solid decline in quality of my drawings, i dislike it, and whenever i try to improve, try new things etc, i get stressed, imagine that xD

I'm very thankful for people who are here and virtually heart my drawings, it's so good to find a site with no inherent drama clique and will for that - i only have my blog and my favorite pet hoarding game, nothing else...xD
I'm sick, goodbye!