Pekepenn has been sticking around since about a year now, and she didn't stay long enough like Crystal Lotus has been so I'd thought I'd kinda infodump on her, Also since she's my truesona she'll have about the same traits as I do too soooooo here we go sillies:

• Her name is a direct translation of the word "stylus" in Norwegian

• As stated in her ref sheet, since she's a leader, she has the ability to float automatically

• She's immortal

• She can keep her charge for as long as she wants when she is preoccupied with digital duties with the other citizens, which is more prone for the charge of her stylus tail to die off from hours till an end, or when her motivation tanks/her mood and outlook on life changes over a minor inconvenience (she's afraid of mistakes), she can even procrastinate on stuff to avoid her mistakes, but she still puts her hardest

• Her bandanna resembles a security blanket (because I have this)

• No matter how tired she gets, she can hardly sleep at all, not even melatonin can help with this

• She is the leader of the current world she is established in, but she does not like it at all

• She only wants to stand out if it's a safe thing to do

• She can absorb emotions from others very well, other's emotions are very loud and vibrant to her, so when she gets yelled at, she shuts down

• She is also good at spying moving things around her, she can spot bugs around the room easily

• Despite her hardcore conflict avoidance and avoidance in general towards others in fear of making the wrong decisions, she has an interest in dark jokes a lot, but she either: keeps it all to herself or with her only closer mate Crystal Lotus
  - She also has an edgy, but artsy 'alter-ego' to take out on her own anxiety perfectionism and how much she dealt with the resulting fear in life from it and inner angry intrusive thoughts about people through expressive cries for help (See Homicidal Pekepenn)
  - To also add on, She also uses "Homicidal Pekepenn" to project her 'bad side' onto anybody to convince other people about her guilty consciousness of becoming a bad person or mistakes she made in the past to convince anyone she is not the good and morally perfect friend they were looking for. She wipes traces of her edginess onto people so that way when her misdeeds in the past get brought up they won't be surprised anymore, and that she does not want others to think 'suspiciously' of her. This is also why she represses anger is because she doesn't want to make bad or immature decisions or into conflicts that she is the center of attention in because she does not want to be solely known as a friend, whom her entire life is solely focused on one big bad thing. This is a result of her REOCD

• She's really reserved. She can be hyperactive but when it comes to public business places or workplaces, she keeps it all to herself, it's because she's only open to displaying her inner social side with closer friends only
  - She was raised with everyone older than her to where she thinks she is inferior to everyone no matter what, and she feels she could no longer communicate or establish positive opinions on them anymore as she no longer has a voice, and to people she secretly idolizes and aspires to communicate with someday she represses it because she thinks she is inferior to them and because of past experiences where she was rejected and kind of left alone by well liked people a lot. She is not an arrogant asshole about it though. She prevents being confrontational about it due to her post narcissistic stress from being emotionally manipulated and guilt-tripped a lot
  - Ever since her past manipulation, she gets very stubborn with forming close relations with others and just only staying in with Crystal Lotus as her trusted roommate due to being paranoid of future conflicts and communication or her doing dumb things in front of them. She does not want to be known as her making mistakes in front of others and that she wants to prevent them from remembering her doing bad misdeeds until the very day they die

• Even when she has 'closer friends' and Crystal Lotus on her side, however, because she's an avoidant, she'd often have her personal doubts about their inner opinions on her. This can lead to her having paranoia

• If she were to have a theme song it would be either the songs "Motherfather" by Machine Girl, "Stay Dead" by Elias and the Error, Young Girl A by siinamota, or "Made a Mistake" by Sugarcult

• She strives for perfectionism to the core, in terms of her mental image and for how much people perceive her in public. She would isolate for hours at an end because fear of drama, which would lead her to hardly have any social interaction at all

• Her attachment style as an avoidant would be in between dismissive and fearful/disorganized, but mostly, she's emotionally unavailable in general

• She has AvPD and REOCD

• She is afraid of the sight of people vomiting

• She dislikes the idea of standing on escalators (thank god she doesn't have to do this at least)