- he/him
im like if pierce brown wrote red rising except if it was about lesbians instead
tiktok instantly throws you into videos
sheezy you wait 30 seconds to get onto the homepage
tiktok thousands of likes doesn't mean much
sheezy 10 likes feels awsome
tiktok encourages you to scroll past or bait people
sheezy encourages you to make friends and talk
tiktok encourages artists to draw at an unrealistic rate
sheezy encourages artists to be healthy with their art
and also simply,
tiktok is popular
sheezy is niche
i like sheezy because other people here understand what it means to have an art community. it rewards my patience and encourages my mind for creative growth. i also am biased for sheezy. its pros really makes its cons non existent to me. tiktok its cons makes its pros non existent to me. its rlly interesting how really what im looking for is whatever tiktok is NOT.
i was yapping and i realized hey man... ive never actually shown my cassettes, so, well here they are :) im just going to move the info i have on my abandoned spacehey to here and ill follow up eventually maybe with a part 2.... im bad at that though
1. Femantyl - This one was fun, because it was my first time fully painting the cassette, it even glows in the dark! (I'll have to get another pic of that some other time)
2. My Emo Playlist (La Imperial) - So this one I jokingly call my emo playlist, it isn't actually emo songs LOL just mother mother / lemon demon / htbahb; since all my cassettes are clear I just referenced a basic beige cassette for this one
3. ENA - This one references this playlist! Its something really fun to listen to, and it was fun grabbing the assets from the ENA videos themself :)
goddd i just need to get this out here as we get more into artfight. i do revenges. i dont guarantee revenges. simply, its because my output is impossible to 1 to 1 match. but BOY do i feel so bad about the fact i will never be able to revenge everybody back. AHHHHH THEYRE ALL SO WONDERFUL
and like... the ability to still draw outside of artfight doesnt escape me but i try and keep artfight as an Event and what happens contained, because i Will go crazy otherwise. one month to do all your artfight plans and ideas youve had for the whole year... its kind of a fun challenge honestly
YAY WE LOVE MENTAL ILLNESS! im super glad im pretty over it right now, i feel very yappy and friendly which is amazing considering artfight just starting
now to get past my other block... drawing other peoples ocs.........yeah........................
AUs are something ive been just recently learning how to explore and how i like AUs
for me, the most enjoyment I get from it is taking my character and recontextualizing how they would be within the canon of the universe i put them in
My friend (hi Sookie) asked me the other day how Vivian and Agnes would do in the amazing digital circus so I openly pondered and schemed and so I'll just retell the thought process for Agnes. I just think it's neat :)
Agnes TADC as a person would be closer to how she is in her college AU, and in her college AU she is an astrophysist currently working towards her doctorates
For Agnes, she would be building her whole life up until this point for what she wants to do in the future (nasa stuff) so if she got trapped inside TADC i think two things would happen
- She would adjust almost instantly like Pomni, i think the idea she has to get used to a digital body would be an easy idea for her
- If she were building her whole life if she got trapped inside, it would mean she lost what she has built and so she would spend a lot of time haunted by that fact
That's about as deeply as I thought into it, mostly because I'm not super interested in doing a full AU. she would totally look something like this if I were to design her though:
and she would hate it.
All of this set up to say, I'm also trying another AU approach where I'm totally getting into my heathers phase that passed by me (🙏 thank god I was trauma bonded to Hamilton not Heathers) and we're just being completely silly with it, assigning roles that feel goofy but feel right even if it isn't entirely in character and the ideas in my head have been very fun!! I'm not entirely sure how I'm going to draw it, or even if I will. But this type of AU playing completely feels like dolls rather than me playing Character.
do you guys have fun with aus?? genuinely i feel like a new path has opened up to me...