holly | adult | she/it/he | osdd-1b sys host | cdt

hello! i've been here for somethin' over sixteen years, but bodily here for nineteen, and i've been drawing ever since. i also write! mostly for practice and experience by writing personal stuff for coping purposes right now. i'm trying to work on making art for fun again, and that includes sketchy, not-so-perfect lineart at times that genuinely makes me happy. i do stuff that makes me feel happy and helps me enjoy myself more, and no one is going to stop me. plus, i want to see if i can help other people to do the same. i also play minecraft java, wolfquest, phasmophobia, and meadow, and i wouldn't mind playing with someone else sometime :3

i'm a non-human system host of over 200+ and counting, and my boyfriend is our co-host, billy. certain posts may be tagged with extra emojis if someone helped or wants to leave a message of their own at the end, purely for the heck of it. i'm usually very casual alongside shy and withdrawn, but also Stupidly excitable and really try to be as helpful as i can — i love talking to people and can't really handle being without interaction for too long without becoming Overcharged thanks to being a mess of a low-energy ambivert, but i have social anxiety and it makes me a bit of a mess! it's a lot better than it used to be, trust me, but stomach aches can still be distracting :']

i've been fixating on battle cats for over a decade by now, and wolfquest has only fallen into that same category. and so has lego monkie kid,,, so expect plenty o' crossovers and animal designs. really sorry if my profile colors hurt anyone's eyes somehow, 'cause i know they hurt mine

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commissions > open! ; paypal, ac, points
requests > special occasion; friends
trades > friends
collabs > unsure