i will never not do a journal meme

A- Age:

TWENTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

B- Biggest fear:

escalators . i will start full on crying if i have to go on an escalator theyre so scary what if it eats me

C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:

WARM!! i love warm weather i love summer. cold weather is the worst... i grew up in northern pennylvania so im thinking like high 80's to low-mid 90's.. good stuff. i love sweating

D- Drink you last had:

dr peppar yumm

E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?:

objectively yes? if the universe is infinite, then out of that many chances there's somewhere else out there that managed to align a solar system that may have a planet that sustains some form of life. i don't think they've like, made contact with us though, and they probably don't look like anything we'd recognize. there's probably many different places with alien life on it. who knows maybe there's some other sapient life out there who is typing on Alien Internet about if they think aliens are real and theyre like "huh idk probably?".

i used the word "sapient" to indicate a level of comprehension/way of thinking similar to our own as opposed to sentient (all life feels or thinks) but all it really means is "alike or related to homo sapiens". i don't know a word for it that isn't using humans as the base model though because well. we made the words . i bet aliens have the same problem

F- First thing you do when you wake up:

grab my phone open tumblr and blast my brain into a fine paste for 3 hours before i get up and immediately run out the door

G- Ghosts, are they real?:

the question for me is less whether or not they are "real" but whether or not the human mind truly believing something like a ghost is real then, in turn, makes ghosts Real. objectively ghosts are intangible and we have no evidence of them existing, but i can't say someone or something doesn't haunt a place, or that someone hasn't personally seen a ghost

H- How tall are you?:

5'2 and ive been that tall since i was 12

I- In love with someone:

my beloved Swatch 🖥️🎨🧡💛

J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):

YES

K- Killed Someone?:

myself multiple times once in 2018 and once in 2020

L- Last time you cried?:

last week YAY!

M- Music genre you hate the most:

i don't think there is any entire genres of music i outright hate. there's ones i don't particularly listen to often, but that's not hating it

N- Newest acquisition:

Mofugutto Sneasel plushie!!!! i love her so much

O- One Wish:

a stable income i can move out on

P- Pie, which flavor you like the most?:

hmmmm. raspberry

Q- Question you usually ask:

"Do you remember when-"

R- Reason to smile:

there will always be birdsong

S- Song you like the most:

i can't pick favrites...

T- Time you woke up:

1pm or if im feeling up to it 6pm

U- Underwear Color:

i take off my jeans to show you and underneath is another pair of jeans and i take those off too and underneath is another pair of jeans

V- Video Game you like the most:

UNDERTALE / DELTARUNE AND PETZ OBVIOUSLY...

W- Worst Habit:

i can be a bit of a hoarder and have a hard time letting go of junk

X- X-Rays you've had:

never but i need one soon because my wrist is fuuucked and idk why but i have no moner

Y- Your favorite food:

Crab legs or a good soup (any kind) with oat bread soaked in butter....

Z- Zodiac Sign:

leo 🦁i don't have any connection to it but i like lions so its cool