煮え滾る頭に過ぎった虚像を見ていた
I've been looking at a false image that flitted through my feverish mind.
自分を見ていた
I've been looking at my own self.

YAYYYY first post of 2026!! it's a redraw of another piece I made in 2021. the original 2021 piece was made when I was in, uh... not the best mental state, so to speak. and who would've thought a global pandemic was terrible for someone already susceptible to intense BPD & OCD-fueled mental loops.

I've had some distance from a lot of the difficult feelings I had during that time, but.... well... I have a completely new set of difficult feelings now. even so, the love I've had for Fixer since it first came out in 2017... hasn't changed.

there's truly nothing that makes me feel more normal than Vocaloid songs talking about crazy shit that the human brain shouldn't have to comprehend! I think that even in the face of the apocalypse, we need to have those things that bring us joy!!!!

it's punk rock to find joy in a world that wants you to have none! - 🌤️

(character: Mars Arsenius, he/him)

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