I'm so excited for this painting I've been working on for the past 6 (almost 7) months to be done because this is the longest any art piece has taken me EVER, but on the other hand I think I've looked at it for so long that I don't think it's good anymore?

It has 70 layers
It has crashed one computer to the point that I had to move it onto a different one that is now breaking
The file size is around 40.6 MB, or the file size of the vanilla version of Skyrim 2x
I have repainted sections of the piece a good 3 to 5 times
The cursor in my drawing program freezes every 30 seconds and loads like the entire thing is going to crash
I have carpal tunnel now because of this painting

I think I understand one of the masters of the Art Renaissance now