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Hello! I am ZOLAH !
North swedish silly person, feel free to say hello or write me a message :)
I am a fantasy lover for sure, I liked it served in many ways ! Games, Art, TTRPGs, Books.. You name it !
Still heavy to loose my two fluffballs, as an attempt to help Demi we actually got us a new kitten. ( Demi got very depressed when her older friends suddenly vanished, became needy, stopped eating/drinking, stopped playing and got stress bladder /UTI )
So we adopted a fluff we named Astarion, probably a half sibirian mix - He and his siblings together with his mom was found in a industry area. Another fam brougth him home but later took him back to the rescue, which was lucky for us cause .. man, he has so much love to give!
Non stop snuggling, until he gets overheated lol. We are shocked they returned such a social kitten, then again we are happy cause now hes with us for a forever home. He is also very nice towards Demi, which only slightly hate him lol. He is black with Green eyes, very fluffy and beautiful coat. So She had alot of problems to read him I think since eyes etc appears bigger, so in the beginning she was pretty scared of him. Now she is only angry when hes very playfull, they can even sleep next to eachother. So id imagine with time theyll be more friends ^^He is a good boy thou, he backs off when she tells him off - never shown a sign of agression either.
it took a long while before I felt like it was my cat thou, somehow felt like i was cat sitting. It wasnt until now it felt like ' This is my boy ', I mean... we did get him last year after all. I cant remember the exact date thou,the curse of discalculia.
But yeah, Now we have this sweet black ball of fluff whom loves touch, play and just contact. You should see the goof when he is able to touch both me and my GF at once xD OR when he sneakily puts a paw on Demi when she sleeps. He beems of happiness lol
thou admittedly ive been thinking about adopting a third cat closer to his age, but GF dont like the idea. I think it would be good thou
Anyway, thats a little update ^^
Oh, and Demi eats, plays and is her normal self.
Except annoyed with Astarion lol
Thank you for nominating another of my art pieces to the spotlight! Feel a bit sad I missed it the day it happened but im very very hyped over it nonetheless! Really made me happy :)
Truth be told im having a bit of a hiccup currently which left me pretty down and sad, a bit angry at times as well. But I am working on it! so ill survive.
The mix with IRL problems and AI being scary have really put a strain on being active online, Kinda scared of uploading anything and I have a dash of impostor syndrome as well haha xD
So currently im trying to enjoy some games and find people to hang out with online, while waiting for another dose of TMS. Those help fairly well, and I always end up very creative afterwards which is a relief.
I had quite fun a while back trying out the " Goblin Cleanup " Demo on steam, I am kinda tempted of making some fanart of it cause it really is along my liking. Making me think of the good ol days of Dungeon Keeper and Might and Magic games <3
But yeah, thanks again for the Spotlight! It helps alot to know that what I do is liked by people, especially when mean inner voices tells you otherwise!
Take care everyone <3
/ Z
Hello everyone! sorry for evaporating, I got overheated and got tons of things to do - amongst them was visiting my aunt, break my back ( felt like it, its fine now thou - old back injury messing with me every now and then, I was bored thou! 4 days in bed with nothing to do... I need a laptop! ) .
What am I doing? nothing super special, except aging xD Had my first fresh store bought boba today as a bday gift from my GF <3 but I am planning to get back to arting again! I just have the small issue with heat to handle ._.
if you want to get ahold of me, feel free to nudge me on discord! same nickname as always ;)
NOW this Birthday baby is gonna go to bed, and feel ashamed of not using the subscription she won during the art contest earlier ;_;
Have a nice one all! <3
/ Zo
My mermaid entry won the #sheezmay24 ! I am really surpised to be honest, usually the one with most friends wins when it comes to votes. But I am happy nonetheless! I had alot of problem of feeling like no one really appreciated my art lately. Especially on others sites like Instagram, DeviantArt -etc. But here it feels like people actually see my art, and I get actual comments to!
I Know youre not supposed to make art for the attention BUT it does feel good that someone jumps in saying ' Hey, I like what you did! ' or just have genuine questions about what ive done. Just putting out art into the world without reaction kinda, in my opinion, goes against the point of art. It is supposed to give reaction, make people feel, think, and act.
But less me gushing over Sheezy making me feel seen ! now to other matters.
I might not be super active for a while, this is due to the increased heat in northern sweden... I am a disgrace to my ancestors from Finland whom worship the sauna cause I cant take heat at all. I am the one who wears sandals until the first snow appears and it gets my toes wet... Also a dumb thyroid doesnt make me not die less due to heat - So, im trying to say I might be somewhat lacking when it comes to activity online ( well, mostly revolving around art and gaming. I can still keep cool when im on my phone )
Hope you other folks doesnt get as bothered by the heat!
/Z
Hello sweet Sheezy people <3
I have a question, how do you get used to make big drawings? Im trying to paint the mermaid challenge so I can one day print it on a tshirt and when browsing the net they give me these HUGE pixelsizes which are 3000px and bigger - and each time I try to draw that size I hit a wall. My whole being go ' This is uncomfy, image isnt acting like im used to and doesnt look like I want it to look... ' - and I dont know if its a me problem, a settings problem, or what.
I use Clipstudio when drawing, and a XP Pen Tablet.
EDIT - Update / Notes - I draw with 350 DPI since it was recommended, and the whole image is about 4200x3100 after following the printerpages guidelines.
First i sketch small, blow it up to size, and end up having issues with getting correct feel with brushstrokes and alike. When revisiting my old stuff I usually use 800DPI and draw like, 1000x1000 pixels.
Thanks in beforehand !