and i am in the trenchessss. emotionally. BUT i had a good birthday!!! :] better than the previous years! if u don't count my window unit AC deciding to nearly entirely beef it the day of :'D i'm always excited for the day though, regardless of whatever goes wrong, cuz i'm a tiny bit egocentric and love celebrating meeeee

my mom decidedly went halfway all out, she made a cake out of cupcakes LOL had Nightmare before Christmas toppers and halloween lollies stuck in em! idc if i'm almost 30, i will always have a themed cake. never lose ur whimsy and joy 💪

on a less fun note my laptop may be experiencing an imminent hard disk failure, and windows 10 is losing security updates (wasn't able to sign in for the extension sadly) so i really really need to either get my hard drive replaced, or get a new 'puter entirely, and just switch over to linux OS atp. which is daunting and ESPENSIVE. or maybe everything will work out beautifully for me cuz i'm God's favorite or something. butterflies and flowers glitter around me in a family guy death pose. love and peace on planet earth