That title was just a place holder but yeah okay lets keep that

So the less ramble-y version of this is basically:
I am in an art funk or something and I have no idea when I'll be back to posting art. Whenever I draw art nowadays its just small sketches rather than a bigger picture. Something something random imaginary pressure to post all the time makes me not want to post at all and I am lurking all of my social/art accounts right now because I think social media sort of sucks and something about my mental health.

Ok so the rambling version:
So you may or may not have noticed me not posting or being active for a total of around 2 months now and I don't really have an excuse this time. I am still capable of drawing but the ideas and passion just don't happen. Which sucks because I wanted to try and get some sort of art going, maybe remake some adopts and post them on ko-fi. Maybe even make a sort of commission sheet. Something I used to want to do because I thought it would be fun. But then one day art just sort of became a chore, but I tried to push through it with a few tears along the way. I was proud of my progress and everything but it didn't really heal my relationship with art. I think at some point I forgot art started as a hobby for me and not as a job, and I even had a dream about that sediment. I mean, sentiment.
I've been thinking about picking up another hobby but it feels like its too late at this point. I know hobby is something for fun and I shouldn't be held back by something like age, but it's also the fact that I've spent my whole life dedicated to art as this one single hobby that factors into that, too. I had more I wanted to say but I can't remember it all. So that's it for now.