Hi! It's been a while, huh? I want to move my fan art things over to my persona account, BloodGuppy, but I don't want to re-upload them. I don't knowwww. Most of them is sketches I didn't really finish, and that account was made for sketches. Ever since I learned I can just draw my favorite characters whenever I want, I've been in my own fan art (andsomeselfshippinghaha) hell for the past several months. I have some finished fan art drawings and I never post them anymore. Not here, at least. I've been having that same problem with all of my socials. The socials I want to be active on, anyways. Feels like something is holding me back, like walking on eggshells when I post fan art but I can't for the life of me figure out why. I'm going to chalk it up to the fact I've been doing OC work for quite some time now, I feel that's all anyone really follows me for. And posting fan art suddenly is betraying that. And I know that isn't entirely true, and I know I shouldn't care so much, that it's not that big of a deal, especially when some of my oldest accounts I made exclusively for fandom, but it really does bother me. So here I am, rambling about all of this. Sometimes I think, maybe I just need a change... But that's scary, too. For right now, I have laundry to fold.
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