the first week at my friend's was rough lol. i was still shaken up by what my now ex-friend had told me. the rest went better, though. shei even baked me a birthday cake and like ;_: friendship is real you guys

i have to return to the us, as ive learned, if youre not a citizen you cant stay out of the us for longer than 6 months without it breaking some naturalization rule. shrugs. i'll be spending 2+ months with my partner and kitties, while they go through chemo. i hope i can be helpful. after that im going back to poland to keep searching for wtf is going on with my leg. i'm still expecting more morbid news to come, but ill face them as they happen.

also, does anyone have experience with gofundmes? cancer treatment is pricey in the us and id like to take a shot at crowdfunding since i cant work.

have a nice september.