the first week at my friend's was rough lol. i was still shaken up by what my now ex-friend had told me. the rest went better, though. shei even baked me a birthday cake and like ;_: friendship is real you guys
i have to return to the us, as ive learned, if youre not a citizen you cant stay out of the us for longer than 6 months without it breaking some naturalization rule. shrugs. i'll be spending 2+ months with my partner and kitties, while they go through chemo. i hope i can be helpful. after that im going back to poland to keep searching for wtf is going on with my leg. i'm still expecting more morbid news to come, but ill face them as they happen.
also, does anyone have experience with gofundmes? cancer treatment is pricey in the us and id like to take a shot at crowdfunding since i cant work.
have a nice september.
i don't actually fully know if the word means what i think it means but it's ok
My artfight plans were tempered by a sudden hospital admission. its nothing serious but it is a little daunting, I'm only bummed because it's a lot. a lot of waiting for tests to be ready or for the results to be ready. my biggest fear is they will find absolutely nothing, will think I'm crazy, and I'll be just as confused as i was before. but at least it's all free.
there's worse things on the horizon that i don't want to share here yet, maybe if you follow me on tungler you've already guessed. but idk. i hope it turns out ok. I'm really tired of things falling apart
june was so full of everything i forgot to write my monthly journo.....................
i read 2 awesome books by tove, my friend visited, i had some annoying shenanigans with doctors, was job hunting, uhhhhhhhh. yeah itd be too much to write.
my health still sucks but im chilling at my friend's at the seaside:D we're painting stuff together for art fight, hopefully will get into making merch too for possible cons. idk yet if theyll have us hehe. but it wouldnt hurt!
my laptop is also licherally crumbling apart which would normally send me into a spiral in the us but in poland its like. fine.
hope yall are doing well.
im team seafom btw :3
I used to do it but then i saw some people get really petty about you thanking them so i stopped afraid i might come across someone on a bad day. but what do you think? sometimes i wanna thank sb for the faves but dont know the general consensus on the etiquette of that lol
I arrived in Poland safely and am now catsitting at my friends' for a week while I adjust! Honestly he's a lifesaver, the jetlag and monthly horrors hit me so hard I don't imagine staying with my mom for the first week while I'm adjusting, OMFG
It's already been very healing to hang out here, we went on a walk to the forest, looked at goat enclosures while there, and while my health is still as bad as it was, it's almost... almost bearable when you get to experience life again
Anyway, I don't know what the future holds, but I hope to paint a lot of landscapes, so have your fingers crossed for me!