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Hi! As soon as I made this profile I realize I made the mistake of making my username the purpose of this account because now people would have trouble referring to me without my name upfront. Oops. For now till 4 weeks, simply refer to me as the character in my profile picture, Shijima! I'm 19 years old, and as for my gender, I don't have a clear view for myself, so refer to me as whatever for now.
I've made this account with the goal of simply writing about my life in here, and to write little bits of literature here and there. Drawing isn't my best suite at the moment but I do love writing! ^w^
I like the works of Tsukumizu (Girls' Last Tour and Shimeji Simulation), Yume Nikki and the equally dreamy fangame Yume 2kki, Pokemon, Roblox, and most importantly, reading literature! Especially classic works such as the Sherlock Holmes canon and H.P Lovecraft, etc.
My online activity is sporadic and few so I'm not active a lot of the time, but I'd don't mind a conversation .w.
As of this entry, the school schedule is very lenient for its amount of classes and hours on the week. With that, I've been staying up to until 12 AM everyday, playing Roblox. Me and my friend group have been at Dead Rails for a while (hence little activity and, with an admission of guilt, slacking off on writing...), wanting to finish a game but having a run ended through bad luck and ill-considered choices of raiding The Castle without any preparation.
Although it isn't a recommended habit, I love staying up late to the night because it in the hours of sleep where I am left to my own devices in the quiet and restful period of the day. No noise, and no chores to have to do. Just me and this laptop...
But this is part of the reasons why I love the night.
In the case of someone who lives in a greener area, there is the nocturnal stridulation of distant crickets, the chill breeze that rustle the trees, the sight of fireflies gathered under the leaves of trees, and occasionally, the Moon stealing from the sun's light, shining to my room as if to say hello. Then, when the clouds clear up, I can see the stars. I'm grateful to live in a seclusive neighborhood with little light pollution so that I am able to behold the sprinkles of space.
Writing this entry made me have a feeling of longing for staying up to the night just to feel it. I think I could do this right after this, as I feel like the habits of doomscrolling are starting to debilitate my senses and ability to feel, it sometimes just make me feel horrible depending on what information I numbingly received to an already overwhelmed brain. There is always a better time to spend than quick consumption.