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artist/writer, emo kid
that i’m going to upload 1 old/unposted drawing each day for the next ,,,,,,, 4 days or so ? just to get my gallery back up-to-date again and remind my followers on ehre that i am not dead Lmfao
then after that im probably going to dip again because im still on that art break & slowly easing myself back into art, as mentioned in the previous journal. i’m taking it easy and avoiding posting anything new publicly until i feel comfortable i think
this is starting today with that artfight thing i finally posted earlier . just thought id make a journal announcing it
(there’s a very good chance im going to forget about this a tomorrow . and the day after. and if that happens then uh . shit)
seriously i was so excited abt this site when it first came back and then after i made an account i just . drifted out of it. i blame that on 1. my declining mental health and 2. my increasingly worse relationship with art as a whole. i’m slowly easing back into that tho
anyway, quickly updating on what i’ve been doing lately
- i joined a minecraft smp with my friends, so there’s that. i have a character for it that i adore very much and you will probably be seeing them a fair bit. none of my friends upload their pov except for one, i can link the playlist if anyone’s interested (i would link it here but i dont feel like it atm lmfao)
- ive been slowly chipping away at my own oc universe that ive been rotating around in my head since like, december-january. none of the characters’ designs are done or even started yet & it’s still a major wip bc im slow as fuck when it comes to writing, But what i will say is that it’s about post-apocalyptic robot society in the far future, half-alive bionic human zombies, and very very traumatized & sad robots. im so incredibly excited to get this project to a point where i can share it with people bevause its one of the things im most proud of currently
- idk other than that its just been getting progressively Worse for me and then it gets better then it gets bad again . dont worry about me tho i am okay
a combo of low energy & The Big Sad has caused me to fall out of art as of recent and as a result ive been taking a break from it, which i think has helped a lot. right now im slowly easing my way back into it, and have made a point not to publicly share most of what i make right now so i can get that fear of rejection off my back for a second and just create for the sake of creating, like i used to when i wa sa kid. thats helping a bit i ghink
so unfortunately you probably shouldn’t expect new shit anytime soon. But good news, im pretty sure theres some kind of old drawings from like, months ago that i haven’t posted here for some reason so you’re probably getting those soon
question, should i make a separate persona for character design concepts/reference sheets or would those fit here just fine . maybe i should just throw them here so i dont feel a need to be “professional” or smth
anyway i hope you guys are doing well . goodbye for now o/ (btw new profile theme bc the old one was ugly. we are Winning)