- visibility179
"...I was there, in the lab, looking at the helpless creature behind the glass and liquid, with tubes and wires wrapped and attached to him. I knew that perfectly well, the fact he is alive, but I started to remember... things... just seeing this pale and motionless body. Awful things I've seen at the identification. I shuddered. Before that moment, the identification, I was still naively hoping that this is just a bad dream, this can't be real, Beta didn't get to that accident and this is not his breathless dead body was waiting for me in there among other irrecoverably broken ones. But I was wrong. And then my mind and my core have fallen to an abyss where was nothing to try and hold, and the feeling of a fall was astoundingly real..."
May, 2022
Illustration, characters, "Phase shift" story © me, Kehhalar