hiii everyone!! long time no speak, i remember this site and how lovely it is, i really want to use it more. the sub account/persona system is so neat, isn't it? especially for a guy like me who creates too many side twitters for random things. in fact i'm debating on making another persona to post the roughest of sketches.
but anyway, how about that undertale 10th anniversary stream?
i think even after all these years, i still manage to cry during the asriel fight. the whole stream and 10th anniversary ver of undertale really elevated and added on to the experience, i was so happy to be there for it. sadly, i never submitted an echo flower, because i am bad at having any words at all. and im getting severe fomo. i'll just have to be there for the 20th anniversary or something. and i'll be so old.
speaking of which, i was just a carefree, hormonal asswipe in high school when undertale first came out. returning to the game as an adult now have really made me reflect on everything that's happened during those 10 years. i lost contact with a lot of friends, some even very close to me, but i also am still close friends with some of the same people i had at that time too. and new people entered my life in between. it's crazy to think about !!
i have a whole lot of new problems with frankly, all of the same emotional baggage. but i think right now, for the first time in a long time, i feel like i'm taking steps in the right direction. i have a steady job, going back to school, i got casted a major role in a play!! so things are happening, i'm making things happen, etc etc etc. it's hard to find the time to do art and stuff in between school and work, but don't worry, there are still things i really really really really want to do as an artist. i think it's really scary to think about never being able to create art anymore due to any circumstance. so no matter how busy it gets, i'll try to keep that fire alive. like many others, toby fox really inspired me as a creative, to keep making cool things, and all of that. i have nothing but respect and gratitude for him and his team, and their message of hope.
thank you for the amazing 10 years !!!!!
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Put your music player on shuffle.
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For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
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Whatever the title is, it's your answer.
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No tagging, just do this if you want to.
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How are you feeling today?
Caring is Creepy - The Shins -
What would best describe your personality?
Woman on the Other Side - Daniel Olsen, Linnea Olsson -
But how would other people describe your personality?
Sister Christian - Quietdrive -
How would you describe a close friend of yours?
I Want You - Summer Camp -
What is your role in your friend group?
Hate That You Know Me - Bleachers -
What is your dream?
Puppy Dog Mail Fast (Warren Defever Remix) - Luminousorange -
What is your motto?
Sugarless GiRL - CAPSULE -
What do you think often?
I Replied to Tyler With Three Blue Cars - Hot Mulligan -
What would be your ideal day?
My Hero - MAN WITH A MISSION -
How would you describe your life so far?
City of Ashes - Jhariah -
What would you say to your younger self?
Twice - Rio Romeo -
What is a big secret of yours?
Like the Movies - Laufey -
What do you like doing in your free time?
Snake Eater - Cynthia Harrell -
What is your response to "I love you"?
Super Fiend - WARGASM (UK) -
What is your ideal wedding march music?
Closer - Nine Inch Nails
(OZIDGJDOGJSDOFIGJSDOIFGJSDFOIGJSD)
In a video game...
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This song will be your main theme song in a video game.
How Do You Know It's Not Armadillo Shells? - Hot Mulligan
(this one shot me in the chest) -
This song plays when you win a battle.
Cloudbusting - Kate Bush -
This song plays when you get defeated in battle.
Shoplifter - Green Day -
This is your action theme.
Paradox 5 - D'espairsRay -
This song plays when you're idle.
Hialeah - Jejune -
This song plays when your tragic backstory is unlocked.
Powder Blue / Cascine Park - Yumi Zouma -
This song is your alternative main theme that plays once in an epic moment.
Stellar - Incubus
I hope everyone enjoys their Halloween whether you have plans or not because i am most likely just going to spend it going to class and doing homework ππ LAME
it completely crept up on me and i haven't even done anything the whole month to really celebrate, other than rewatching nerdy prudes must die, but it is what it is. it's kind of a weird year for me THOUGH honestly i don't remember the last time i've had a normal year (pre-covid, obvi.) I REALLY FELL OFF WITH DRAWING i haven't even done a lot of personal art anymore π but i really want to make it my goal to finish the remainder of my commissions before the end of the year i just need to find the time and energy to between classes! π€
which is kind of part of why i joined Sheezy, hopefully migrating to a new art site would help motivate to create and share art again in this cold, cold capitalist internet π° thank you to those who followed me here, whether you are long time followers from other sites or if you just discovered HI HELLOOO i want to draw and play and talk to new people ... (SHY) i really wanna make this a good space for myself. toyhouse was another site that felt good to hang out in too of course but then all my poor coding broke there and didn't feel like fixing and keeping up with it. THANKS DISCORD. one day i'll make my return there, too...
let's keep doing our best, everyone!!
xoxo
BASICS
- name/nickname: Mae, but friends also know me as Al or Oscar
- gender: π
- pronouns: he/him, she/her
- age: born in 1999, you do the calculation
- location: look up at the sky
- fun fact: i have a kamen rider build itabag, the only itabag i've ever owned. fourze is my favorite season, but build is my favorite main rider!!
- hobbies/interest: drawing duhh but i also really enjoy theatre and used to go to school for it though hopefully one day i will return to finish my major o.o;; i like to play around with different game development programs even though i'm not good at it, i've only finished one small thing all the way through for a dear friend of mine but i do want to officially publish a game one day! i'll learn properly one day but it's fun to just familiarize myself with codes :) other random stuff i love: TOKUSATSU!!, movies, video games, karaoke, local drag shows, astrology, scrapbooking, making physical playlists ^___^ ... and OCs !!!!!!!
- dream job: be part of a game development team... but i'd also really love to be involved with theatre, whether it's being a stagehand, ticket office, tech crew, etc. i'm really enamored with the idea of being part of a big collaborative effort to create something as you can probably tell.
ART
- favorite medium: i'm mainly a digital artist, but i do like just using cheap pens and highlighters to draw on my sketchbook. i adore posca markers too!
- favorite subjects (what do you like to draw, take pictures of, making music about, ect): OCs... i like drawing girls. i like to draw and write about all the different ways gay girls have beef with each other.
- favorite artists/inspiration: too many to list!! Baron Ueda, Hajime Ueda, Junko Mizuno, take, Tsutomu Sekimoto, Matsuo Hiromi, Atsushi Nakayama, Sin'ichi Hiromoto... to name a few... i'm sure there are loads more but they have been major influences on my art!
- piece you're most proud of: right now i like this piece and IT'S NOT EVEN MY OWN OCs... gotta apply this energy for future art TBH
- how long have you been creating: i was born into this world drawing yuri
- how did you learn: as a kid i drew a lot with my older brother and cousin, and then i just never stopped
- what's the big project you haven't got around to yet: STOP.... I'M EMBARRASSED.... but Leviathan's Book of Witches and Venus in Retrograde needs to be real before i die. i've gotten as far as creating little sprites for them and having them move around in a map on RPGMMV but that's it
TAG:
- Tag five people: tag ur it!
- Who tagged you: i saw this and stole it
- Blank meme:https://docs.google.com/document/d/17KwCZ--_fNcovJi6xYqBgvUYOiFkwS4ihGtRoqC3ny0/edit?tab=t.0