hiii everyone!! long time no speak, i remember this site and how lovely it is, i really want to use it more. the sub account/persona system is so neat, isn't it? especially for a guy like me who creates too many side twitters for random things. in fact i'm debating on making another persona to post the roughest of sketches.

but anyway, how about that undertale 10th anniversary stream?

i think even after all these years, i still manage to cry during the asriel fight. the whole stream and 10th anniversary ver of undertale really elevated and added on to the experience, i was so happy to be there for it. sadly, i never submitted an echo flower, because i am bad at having any words at all. and im getting severe fomo. i'll just have to be there for the 20th anniversary or something. and i'll be so old.

speaking of which, i was just a carefree, hormonal asswipe in high school when undertale first came out. returning to the game as an adult now have really made me reflect on everything that's happened during those 10 years. i lost contact with a lot of friends, some even very close to me, but i also am still close friends with some of the same people i had at that time too. and new people entered my life in between. it's crazy to think about !!

i have a whole lot of new problems with frankly, all of the same emotional baggage. but i think right now, for the first time in a long time, i feel like i'm taking steps in the right direction. i have a steady job, going back to school, i got casted a major role in a play!! so things are happening, i'm making things happen, etc etc etc. it's hard to find the time to do art and stuff in between school and work, but don't worry, there are still things i really really really really want to do as an artist. i think it's really scary to think about never being able to create art anymore due to any circumstance. so no matter how busy it gets, i'll try to keep that fire alive. like many others, toby fox really inspired me as a creative, to keep making cool things, and all of that. i have nothing but respect and gratitude for him and his team, and their message of hope.

thank you for the amazing 10 years !!!!!