After I always promise to work on stuff first, to save up time for my art project for another class that was a passion project of mine, and then all of a sudden the sudden urge to doomscroll on X and YouTube comes across for whatever questions come on my head, and I have all 90's, one 80, and one 79 in each class

It's my final year of high school and this occurs because I was never really motivated at the high school I'm in. Everyone there gives me anxiety so it's like an escapism thing, including constant phone journalling and venting in front of my AI

Why do this have to happen 2 me, this did not frequently happen when I was a kid keep in mind