i want to use this as my genuine media. as such i want to complain. but also im not the type of person to openly complain about their real life problems online.

i just need you guys to fucking know ive been in the god damn torment nexus this past week. im about to fucking explode OHHHH MY GOOODDDDDD

i might be tapped out of the fight, but this was my break week anyways so who knows what the rest of the month will look like.

just like, i love u guys; i might be very unwell because i am very unwell rn. we ball and we stay strong tho its all we can do. hoping this is just july hating me forever and i'll feel better soon. my brains kind of given up and its numb right now so i have no motivation to do anything. im keeping healthy habits even if im forcing myself but its going to be difficult for sure.