Happy Holidays to all who celebrate! Every now and then my heart asks me to draw something based on vibes..
This is partial vent art, this year was surprisingly harsh for me and despite being a huge fan of the end of the year holidays...
I find myself a little tired, under the weather. Lots on the mind and kinda not much energy to be festive, and yet... I want to remain hopeful, appreciate the small joys life brings me!
Sorry for oversharing but if I may speak a little about the ups and downs of my personal life...I don't usually get too personal, I don't post all that much about me as a person but since this specific piece is very much from the heart... Well.
This year I went back to doing commissions, I allowed myself some self indulgence, made lots of little characters and drew fun little things just for me!
I learned about my autism and ADHD diagnosis, despite all hardships I learned a lot about myself and thus allowed others to learn about me as well...
I was happy, I had much to celebrate and good days that made me cry happy tears!
But I was also disappointed in many ways, about a month ago my own father left me and my mother behind as he grew tired of staying with us, I learned some harsh truths...
I cried many heavy tears. The world itself is so hostile in many ways, and yet I would like to find it in me to keep on smiling during the darkest and scariest of storms.

This, too, shall pass.
Keep on glowing, star boy.
And everyone else who may need some extra kindness this holiday, keep on glowing too.
Do not let darkness fade your beautiful lights <3