hi sheezy :) here to yap
whenever i hyperfixate on any sort of external media, it always takes a backseat to my ocs artwise. no matter how hard i hyperfixate on something, im just not a super consistent fanart-type person, so i never catch myself drawing more fanart than oc art. it makes sense, because my ocs are the most important thing in my life. but that kind of changed recently?? i started hyperfixating really hard on gorillaz (like. REALLY Hard. its BAD), & the perplexing thing is how much fanart ive been drawing (& thinking about drawing). & ive been getting really worried, because in turn, ive been drawing my ocs Less. for like. the first time ever? & its been making me really worry that im gonna stop loving my ocs (since my hyperfixations are very on & off). it feels like just an irrational fear, but i dont wanna lose my blorbos since theyre really special to me... does anyone else feel similarly? is this a regular occurrence for oc-havers? let me know sheezy