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I just have the neeeeeed to ramble it all out skfkfkruiwow
Okay so while it's time to return from school for everyone I asked my current english teacher if she considered the possibility of being neurodivergent
the english teacher was quite eccentric, as in she was talking quite fast (somehow i can still comprehend half of what she was saying) and i focused on her hand because i was too tired to even try looking like a normal person and do eye contact idk
and her hand was also quite uhh fidgety or restless?
I lost 30 minutes of sleep last night so i felt (well, still am but to a lesser extent) irritable but objectively she isn't that annoying. I suspect she could possibly have ADHD type H but no one could know for sure ¯_(ツ)_/¯
She confirmed that she did consider them possibility that she was neurodivergent and uhh i don't remember much
- i remember that she said she was not that old (i mean yeah she isn't old but i don't see energetic young adults often... ehh probably just personality)
- i also remember there's something about something being taught boringly or something?
There's some more I haven't mentioned but idk if it's relevant because right now my brain is disoriented
Idk but good to know that there's other neurodivergent people hiding in plain sight here in my school
no not really, they're actually a verified bob the builder (whatever that means) ^^
The very first time I went through the discussion feed of the the battle bricks wiki I saw a few posts. I saw an image of turking with scraggly clothes instead of his usual royal clothes, some forgettable posts aaaaand I saw their turking art
It was actually also a gif where it alternates between happy turking and sad turking from the "turking gets aids and doombringer saves him" video - both are which are drawn and absolutely epic
So then I thought "local celebrity?" and then acted as if they're a popular artist in the community and I'm a rando (naaaah that goes to mackache)
and then I posted my art. The first post I made wasn't really art focused but it did have lil doom soo uhhh
and then I made an art heavy post or something. that post showed me the attitude of some miserable player (which showed some irony waaay later but not important) but also showed me that windex isn't some distant artist - huh...
I swear this is important - they went through my messy as hell message wall and commented on THE FIRST ONE WHAT
They also like hfjone (also a plot point(real))
And then they made a qna. Subspaceguy asked them about the opinions of everyone's art - I got mentioned! :D I at the time went "she noticed me! The local artist NOTICED MEEEEEEEEEE!" (in my head ofc)
(oh random but I have to clarify that windex uses any pronouns and for some reason me at the time thought they were a girl💀)
(oh and even more random is that they're gender apathetic so they won't really care what I label them as anyway but I still feel guilty hehehh)
and theeeeen I made not one but TWOOOOOOO illustrations that joked about a boss called Jetrock being used as an XP machine. That made a long, I mean LOOOOOOONG discussion that lasted almost a week. I was waking up early just for their response. I was willing to wait 12+ hours for their response. And I internally squeed everytime. Still kinda do but to a lesser extent since my view on them has changed but idk
And we continued on windex's message wall. We talked about one random shit to another until I said fuck it and asked if I can add them on discord
Huh, that one dream did came true - fandom message wall and all (but the dream was short and sweet "hey can we be friends" instead lmao)
I'll probably set the hfjone journal to visible to everyone because it's now useless to keep it login only heheh
I'm keeping this as a draft and after 24 hours I will change it to make it visible to everyoooooooone!!1!!!111!
yippeeeee
I didn't know that #drunk and #inebriation makes my artwork rated as mature💀
I wanted to fix it but it DOES have drunk turking - I even said "drunk + king = drunking"
Personally I think this should still be in general but idk maybe it is Mature
Also uhh I posted this to fandom before sending it here so here if you can't see my artwork lmao
To the possible sheezy mods seeing this uuuh im not gonna change it back to general dont worry
Edit 11 hours later: I feel like what I'm actually worried about is the inconsistency - I know that different websites have different standards but I'm now frustrated that drunking on fandom didn't get restricted or something lmao (because it kiiiiiinda made posting here somewhat redundant? Idk)
ty to the two people who commented instead of ignoring because i'm seeing it more of a sheezy w instead of a "weird but ok" feature
never gonna give you up
never gonna let you down
never gonna run around and desert you
(since you didn't ignore😈😈😈😈)