idk what to title this

uhh so basically its all about my complex interactions with the nicknames i gave myself and the ones i got from others (theyre not complex wtfdym)

basically when i was 11 i made the username AlicornHana (correct capitalization, though other capitalizations can work too)
this is also the one i am most mixed on as in i kinda dislike and like this cringy ass username yet i feel like THIS is me - i am ALICORNHANA, i guess. and yes that was in a positive way.
not really a nickname and more of a username so i think this should be disregarded as using my full online name

now we actually get to the nicknames

first we got A.H. . could also be spelled as a.h. or whatever as long as it can be read as an initialism oakdmsxojec
i rate this very positively since it literally just stands for alicornhana lmaoooo
the usage frequency however is still sadly low... i was about to lament about how no one has ever used it on me other than myself BUT CILLAGON WAS THE FIRST ONE TO USE IT ON ME YIPPEE!!! they actually edited a comment which initially had me referred to as 'alicornhana' which as i said i have mixed feelings on but i have to add that since its the most obvious choice for strangers online to look at my name i do allow it!!!

now... hana. okay thats literally just my name in real life...
honestly in a perfect world only close friends will say hana since it just... JUMPSCARES me when i saw my name being said by non friends online (offline is very different... i feel like alicornhana would have this case instead since i told almost no one about who i am online)
so uhh i GUESS you can call me hana but if youre not close i recommend using a.h. instead

NOW FOR THOSE NICKNAMES (BECKY APPLES, UGH!)

okay uhh theres fortunately only two but still
third of all we have 'alicorn' and any variation of spelling (e.g. alikorn)
WHY WHY WHY ITS SO CRINGE NOOOOO
im sorry ik sheezy says cringe culture is dead but i genuinely hate being called 'alicorn' and recently i kinda felt like saying 'please call me a.h. instead! :D' is useless as fuck. like actually.

vent section that i NEVER expected to appear whyyyyyy

next we have 'ali'. no vent or major rant but i genuinely just... CRINGE seeing ali used... do you not see that hana on my username??? why, just why.
the people who used ali on me are 100% strangers on roblox servers, most likely kids but STILL. 😭 I AM NOT A BOY!!!! first it was on the groovydominoes52 group, second was when i played one of shovelware studio's games (i forgot the name but it was an obby game) and third is very recent, which was when i was playing a game called 'funeral for friend' and said player who called me 'ali' kept shooting me with the gun while i was tryign to make a speech of another players roleplay death so the third one i can confirm they were just being an asshole lol

ohh yeah last but not least is 'hannah'. THANKFULLY no one called me HANNAH before (unless i count 77 calling me hannah once. i think i got my dislike for being called hannah from that when i was little) its just... ITS HANA NOT HANNAH YOU-

i dont have many nicknames so uhh

tierlist
S tier - A.H.
A tier - (no nickname/basically my username), Hana(if used by close friends)
B tier -
C tier - Hana(if NOT used by close friends)
D tier - Alicorn(if used by people who dont know my preference)
E tier - Alicorn(if used by people who either do know or SHOULD have known by now if i told them like 2 times already), Ali, Hannah