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Crash/Blue - 22 - niche squid lover extraordinaire 🍊🧡
character in my icon belongs to bloodnspecs on insta!!
hey all!! ᔦꙬᔨ grrr i've been meaning to make a journal just to blabber about stuff but i never had the time to get on my lappy n shit, and when i did get on the one time, i decided to open minecraft... sigh. anyways, i'm here now!! so, to start off...
art! 🎨
i've been posting a backlog of old art that i've already shared elsewhere onto here :3 and i still got more! just waiting for the perfect day to post some (like pride art for june). aside from that, i just finished a commission for a friend! i wish i could share here or anywhere for that matter but i don't know about sharing nsfw content on my main... even if there's a good tagging system here, i just get nervous xD (especially with my art style..) im proud of the outcome though!! glad a pose reference was given too haha im not good at drawing a pose from the top of my head :p anywaaays, so far, i've introduced my current blorbo that is the coroika tarot au version of b-sailor (i call him chariot), sooo that's good :> i love him so dearly i hope more people pick up the tarot au... i want to see more of it... waaah.... speaking of!
tarot au updates!! 🦑♠
i think a day or so after i posted my retelling of the world lore for the au, my friends posted an update on the au's insta account! the new post went into detail about the characters known as "the heroes" in the story, how they've come to meet one another and what they're like! it's an interesting cast of characters, mefinks, like blindly throwing a dart at a wall with all 200 coroika characters names on it xD but that's what i really love about the au tbh... aside from character design, i love how it's just these wacky sum of characters put into situations together, its refreshing to see since in other aus, all you'd ever see are the most popular characters ^^" nothing wrong with that of course but it leaves niche character fans like me wanting something with our blorbos... OH FUN FACT!! chariot's favorite animal is the sea bunny 🥺🥺🥺🥺 isn't he so cute??? OMG it just makes me want to draw him with little sea bunny ears WAAAH FUUUCK I WANT TO DRAW HIM NOW DJVNSDKVND OH ONE LAST THING: i'll make a separate journal entry of me retelling the heroes lore!! mayeb tomorrow? i just need some sleep first >w<
general stuff! 🛌
i've been getting better about my sleep schedule lately! i sleep at around 10pm-12am and while i end up waking up like, twice throughout the night, i still wake up around 6am feeling like i did sleep well!!! so, i'm happy about that :3 im already tired right now, been tired since 2 hours ago!!! i'm ready to get in bed and cozy up... zzz... oh and if i don't make sense in any of these paragraphs, blame it on my sleepiness cuz i'm like, oohhhuughh ohgghhh right now.... just.. thinkikng of sleeping.... zzz.... oh!! and since i've been waking up early, i have been working my lil morning job, so i'm happy i got paid n shit waah i needed that muns, i've been spending too much last month 8| still need to pay for shit too!! got stuff to send and whatnot...
other than that, i started writing a fic!! separate from my doujinshi, it's... private. ewe ... at least for now, but i wrote it as a spur of the moment thing on twitter of all places LOL. there's a character limit when you write tweets, so if anything, i feel like it helps in jotting down the most important part of a mini paragraph and also helps in writing the story quickly, as a rough draft i guess?
to finalize, things are kinda looking up :3 hope i can retain this sleep schedule for some time..... oh god i';m too sleepy to even write a last parahrapg so i hope you guys have also had a good start to your May!! if not, hope it gets better, i know it will soon!
STAY FRESH!! くコ:彡 <コ:ミ…
I made this journal in case someone might see my cheri fanart and wonder where he's from :3
he's from an AU my friends Specs and Kayoss made (content warning for moderate gore and possible heavy topics for both accounts), the AU has it's own account too if you wish to keep up with it (content warning for mature themes can be applied here as well). im gonna be retelling the most recent world-building lore post so that u can get the jist of what the story's about :3
The story takes place in the Arcana World, a world created by the God of a Billion Hands, also known as the God of Dimensions. It's a large chunk of land with varying terrain and climates: from the north's snowy point of Everfrost Town to the south's warm tropical beach of the Hidden Village, this land has so much to offer in terms of life. Not only that, but you may find that this world has a diverse set of people you may meet.. er, diverse set of sea life? Inkfish? cuz there's splatoons here and whatnot, but eccentric and interesting characters populate this world nonetheless!
In this great land lies a calamitous prophecy, one that repeats every 30 years. It all starts with a troubled individual, one who has had to endure the hardest things life can offer, who, out of despair, chose to give themselves over to the Lord of Darkness, a powerful entity made of pure darkness. This individual would climb to the Forbidden Shrine with a knife in one hand and candles in the other, items that will aid them in submitting to the Dark. And with these objects, this unfortunate individual may sacrifice themselves by providing the Lord of Darkness with their own flesh and blood.
Now consumed by the powerful entity, they become it— any sense of good in their heart is gone as they're now the new Lord of Darkness. And this isn't something that's secret to this individual, not at all, the whole world will know about it as their once peaceful, blue sky suddenly goes dark. The sun completely vanishes from above, leaving the world covered in a dreading gloom. The Lord of Darkness then begins his wicked reign by summoning all kinds of monsters unto the people, bombarding them until lives were lost all over the world.
The God had to do something about them. In an attempt to put a stop to the Lord of Darkness, it gathered 22 people—each from differing backgrounds and lifestyles— and with the help of the Heroes and the Book of Prophecy, each were given a title. Together, they were the Arcana Holders. They weren't just ordinary people randomly picked out of the blue, but rather individuals who've had their ups and downs in life. Some of those chosen were once troubled, been shunned or incarcerated, but the Book of Prophecy chose them for their virtue of bettering themselves, for never giving in to the darkness and choosing to improve on their actions. This willingness to change, this spark within them, is what the God specifically sought for, for this light was crucial to defeating the darkness.
Like day and night, this prophecy repeats: The Lord of Darkness is summoned, the sun vanishes and monsters start appearing, the Arcana Holders are decided upon by the Book of Prophecy and sought out, gathered, and are brought together to defeat the dark. 30 years has passed since the last occurrence of the Lord of Darkness.
We start our story with the world having gone dark all of a sudden, a sign that the prophecy has begun anew once again. The Book of Prophecy lands in the hands of the guy of Wisdom, a telling as old as time itself, as he now treks the Arcana world in search for the new Holders.
Just like clockwork.
WAAAAH hello everysquiddy!! ᔦꙬᔨ
this is my first time having a presence in a purely art based website, and i just wanna say, WHY DIDN'T I DO THIS SOONER!?!??!? i'm a little envious of people who've had the chance to experience dA in its prime (i'm assuming there is one i'm not sure), this feels unique! i've only ever been on one big social media (not tumblr. tumblr is like, being dragged by the feet at this point) and it can't equate to how personal, nice and easy Sheezy is! the ability to customize your profile as you see fit also makes me yearn for an older internet that i never really got to experience ;_;
with that being said, i'm going through my old drawings that i can share here! UNFORTUNATELY 90% OF SAID DRAWINGS ALL CONSIST OF B-SAILOR AND/OR ARMY SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. i feel slightly embarrassed about it but i will do my best to have variety so its not ALL orange colored xD ORANGE TEAM FOR 5 MILLION YEARS!!!
OH and also like a growing percentage is of an AU version of b-sailor (chariot) and maybe army (judgement), i'm in love with them both and they love each other 😭💚💜 cheri's design is PEAK if not a little sultry....... gulps. oguh, starst sweating..... coughs.. orguugh.... I'M ALSO GENERALLY INTERESTED IN THE AU LOL, i hope i can talk about it here, might need permission to deliver lore or something :3
currently, i'm working on a commission for a friend!! well, more like yelling at myself to start it ^^'' idk, i feel like i don't have the energy to draw, but i thiiink it might have to do with my irregular sleep schedule, or possibly the fact i have to draw characters that aren't blorbo one and two xD i'm not used to doing commissions, too, cuz i mostly draw for myself and i don't advertise that i'm willing to draw something for money :y i noticed its been my friends who've asked if they can comm me!! how nice!!
oh yea, and i'm making a doujinshi for fun! i just started the transcript a few days ago, and i'm working on it whenever i feel like it since i've given myself the rest of the year to finish it :3 i've never written or drawn a comic story before-- crack fanfics, yes, but this is an entirely different BEAST, but i'm willing to see how far i can go with it!! i may be scared and clueless but i'm DOING IT scared and clueless 💪
anyways thanks for reading if u did!!!!! this is mostly for me to log my first experience here and whatnot, as well as some little lore drops about me :3 I DONT THINK I'M USUALLY THIS ENERGETIC but i'm just really happy with how this site works and i just love art and!!!!!!!!! AAAHHH its so cool!!!
STAY FRESH!!!!!! くコ:彡 <コ:ミ…