i've had a lot going on with my mental health lately and have been trying my best to just move through it whenever it happens. had a major emotional meltdown like, last week? and it was really difficult on top of getting over a bout of sickness. i'd been sick for nearly a week or more at that point and it didn't help at all.

i'm feeling better this week and have had a good week, social outings and things have gone well and i have felt more content and less anxious constantly. it might just be a short break before it comes back, and it does.
but i'm grateful to be feeling more stable and all i need to do is just get my sleep schedule back on track. it's completely backwards from what i would prefer right now, but also i have not chastised myself for the rest. i have felt so, so tired. rest isn't lazy at all.

i have made lots of physical art and less digital art and i have been painting. i'd love to share it here.